if you didn't get the friend request my discord is dixendoster_41065
the number was never removed on mine apparently.

people have been surprisingly respectful regarding my boundaries throughout my time on the internet. so i doubt ill ever get into any one sided conversations about fetishes as I've seen that happen online a lot with people who wont take no for an answer!
so yeah ill join !! (:

apparently everyone likes WIP screenshots a lot more than fully completed works its really weird.
I'm not one to follow trends for attention but this is really effective to get around posting something unfinished.

i could use some consultation on what career i should work towards as a second alternative. they told me i had all the time in the world to figure that out as a kid and that lead me to procrastinate.

but I'll be continuing with art classes in college as of this month. I might have another opportunity to make friends and get some insight on what my future will look like,if there's still a chance that I could get an art related job and if I'm in a better headspace by then.

One main reason I started to post art online was because I didn't have any friends to share my art with. Since graduating, I've only felt comfortable talking to 2-3 friends my age. but unfortunately, i distance myself unintentionally from them as i don't have enough in common with them

uploaded the wrong file noooo!!!!
i just finished adding more detail to the face

my compulsive perfectionism is both a mental illness and a skill :D

Mitsubishi f-1, yes (:

ill be up to it but I'm worried ill just sit around inactive most of the time unless someone initiates conversation with me

and this might come as a surprise to some but ,I'm not into fetish content either, and ill get uncomfortable if there's too much uncensored porn around.

if only i could edit posts....
i don't see why that that shouldn't be allowed on here

it gets a lot worse when things like fatigue or lack of proper sleep come into effect as well as my adhd symptoms that can persist even while medicated. i experience this alot during the summer for some reason even if im not always outside.

yes, I've been meaning to draw fanart of one of your character for quite a while, actually!
but what I'm mostly worried about is struggling to participate in the event because its hard for me to draw quickly especially when fighting compulsive perfectionism.

to my surprise i actually forgot i drew fanart from polle from mouthwashing a few months ago. i guess this would count more as popular media

i know this photo sucks, sorry. i did not feel like scanning because nothing is 100% finished and even then, id still need to make adjustments to the scanned drawing
my brain so fried

I'm either lethargic or feel like I'm on coke at night and i cant sleep (its going to happen again)

i wish i could enjoy falling asleep like before...
but at what cost, really?