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dissociatednerd.bsky.social
polar
@dissociatednerd.bsky.social
24 • 2D nerd
just a space to dump my thoughts, beware what the bugs pipe about amongst my mind
I’m so sad, I’m worried the next two days will be my last chance of playing on my ps4, since the last I heard the online servers for it will shut down in january😭
December 16, 2025 at 2:23 AM
genuinely.. I don’t think I’ve wanted cake so bad since these last few weeks, every single day I think of chocolate in particular and birthday party
November 24, 2025 at 3:42 PM
omg I need to binge all of hazbin s2 asap cause the episode that released today looks like such a big deal what is happening over there im freaking out????? hUH
November 19, 2025 at 2:59 PM
started a new farm on stardew

sighs, feels nice:’)
November 16, 2025 at 7:24 AM
honestly, this trip wasn’t good,, I kinda wish I stayed home😭🙃
August 10, 2025 at 5:34 PM
I went to aikon over the weekend and honestly all I just think about is the merch and cool stuff I bought

I want to look at them aA
July 15, 2025 at 6:15 PM
it feels nice when you get paid for your time lol
July 8, 2025 at 4:56 PM
It’s almost been officially a week, that’s a good sign, right?
July 6, 2025 at 7:37 PM
i hope someday I found a place of my own to just, sing

I don’t know— I’m always around people, and when I am in a space alone where there’s people within a close range and I don’t feel comfortable trying to practice belting a note or pitch with an audience if they’re in the next room over😭
June 14, 2025 at 11:47 PM
slowly writing some entries into my new journal I bought from my trip from the last few weeks,

I have a very good feeling about the book and how writing feels onto it! I feel like this attempt to log/journal stuff is good off to a good start, and potentially stick!
June 13, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I bought a polaroid camera yesterday— took a few shots today and I absolutely 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 the way they look; and I just discovered I can save them digitally through an app so I could still have a copy whenever/if I give a physical print away

I’m genuinely so happy
June 7, 2025 at 4:41 AM
Reposted by polar
- the blue skies collection -
May 29, 2025 at 6:41 PM
I honestly felt I didn’t have a favourite singer artist, like the kind where you get excited when they release a new album/song or a concert that you try to get tickets for,

but after listening to troye sivan’s songs and liking one after the other, I think I have one now
May 30, 2025 at 6:45 PM
just reminded myself this platform exists

I should start using it more for yaps and sillies fr aa
May 22, 2025 at 2:22 AM
omg, tiktok feels so different now, it’s more… peaceful

my fyp is so canadian now, and also everyone is like “omg hi fellow canadians, there you are!! let’s follow each other” that’s so sweet wtf😭😭 fyp feels less loud too, also a pleasant vibe
January 19, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I feel… static, a small weight in my chest and I can’t help tearing up but trying not to cry

I don’t know, suddenly tonight I just feel this, overwhelming wave of sadness, and I think loneliness,, I feel words bubbling trying to come out, but, I can’t help feeling cringe, so I shallow it back down
January 18, 2025 at 11:53 AM
I’m trying so hard to stick to my new year’s resolution aa

granted, I told myself to 𝘵𝘳𝘺 sticking to it, so whenever I miss a day or more it won’t cause me to spiral into dropping it thinking “what’s the point”, etc.😭

(it’s a daily creativity log journal)
January 13, 2025 at 9:23 AM
art blocks sucks, or whatever, perfectionist trait also teaming up with it?? I’m trying to draw a simple character cause I wanna draw something but it needs to be placed on the page along with the idea/pose,, it has to be PERFECT

ugh:’)
January 8, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I should try to make the animatics to the songs I’ve been listening too for so long, I’m reaching the point where I need to actually physically see my visions through the music/lyrics y’know what I mean
January 1, 2025 at 11:48 PM
tbh, I kinda wish there was a priv acc option
January 1, 2025 at 3:18 AM