Gonna have to learn to accept that some people are never gonna learn and no matter how much you try to help them they’ll stay where they’re comfortable even if it means it hurting them

In an attempt at trying to find some kind of human connection and choosing routes i probably shouldn’t, I’ve put myself in situations that make me feel like I’m just a body and nothing else…

Makes me feel so pathetic waiting for a specific person’s notifications to pop up when they probably don’t have the same anticipation

I’ll know I found my person when they WANT to play Disney Speedstorm with me. Please!!!

I’m so hyperfixated on it, it’s bad 😫

So tired of giving my all, being attentive 24/7, always being all ears for the people I care about just to not receive the same in return or even a fraction of the same.

In an ADHD paralysis and have a whole apartment to clean up by myself but have absolutely no idea where to start. On top of that I feel so… invisible. Visibly struggling… but yk