i wanna know how deer feel after they eat them

anxiety meds havent been working lately but at least i have crawling around on all fours in the damp forest underbrush looking for mushrooms (i found many)

Its weird to have gone through so many stages of growth, transformation and healing to just end up back at this point where I feel nothing inside and feel completely disconnected from everything and everyone again

Like I feel like a husk of who I used to be and I can barely connect or keep my head above water these days. Its rly terrifying especially as we lose more resources

Barking softly

These pics go so hard!!!! sexy!!

my guts feel like theyre writhing and my bones feel full of electricity hhhrrrffggggg

theyre xerocomellus zelleri! very tasty!!

i sauteed up some and had em with grilled cheese (yum!) but im drying the rest to put in soups :3

lions mane mushrooms

UM WOW THIS IS AMAZING

oh my goddd gorgeousssss

YAY