Vladsectomy Victim </3

I should be allowed to try and have my friends back. To try and befriend those you made abandon me without so much as a word. To try and be a PERSON AGAIN. I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR RISA, WE ARE STRANGERS, SO LET ME HAVE MY FRIENDS BACK.

If you don't want to forgive me, that's fine. I don't forgive you. You, who is never wrong or at fault, are no longer worthy of unconditional forgiveness. I don't forgive you. Leave me alone, YOU CAME TO ME AGAIN AND AGAIN! SO LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY!

Shiki, I care about you. I still care about you. I still worry about you and the things I hear about you right now are concerning. That said, leave me the FUCK ALONE. You and Risa, LEAVE ME ALONE! I WANT YOU TWO OUT OF MY GOD DAMN LIFE ALREADY! LEAVE ME AND MY FRIENDS ALONE! I AM NOT THE MONSTER

I made old friends back, people are starting to believe in me again. I feel like I'm not a fucking monster anymore, for a bad sexual relationship with somebody that got twisted into fucking HORROR. I feel like I'm a person again, and you hate that for some reason. You hate me being happy again

and you know what? For over half a year I felt like nothing and that I had nobody, but I tried so fucking hard to build myself back up. To reach back out to others, to clear my name from her lies and your fucking biases that have always been in her favor. Now, I'm picking those pieces back up again

That vtuber server you joined? She was the only one to give me a chance after your smear campaign, when I was on the verge of fucking killing myself because you chose to tear me out of every community I loved and cherished. Not just yours, but EVERY SINGLE PERSON YOU KNEW I CARED ABOUT

How about this? DB here, the "sex pest". You went out of your way to ruin my life and drag me through the dirt. Yet here you are, saying that I'm trying to "worm my way" back into your life. News flash, YOU JOINED THE SERVER I WAS ON! Then you have the gall to complain about me EXISTING THERE!