But I guess all I can do is be better and work on myself I have done a lot of that I’m not afraid to swallow my pride and say I messed up and I wasn’t perfect

/ honest about what I did a guilt trip her and I was being controlling I was acting immature and I thought she was ignoring me because I see her online but she won’t reply to my messages so I thought she was leaving me and abandoned me but I was in the wrong and she was honestly my first girlfriend

This is how I feel it’s just hard when you fight for someone and you just wanna be loved by them or for them just to talk to you, and they never wanna listen to how you feel about something that’s why I’m just gonna stay quiet about my feelings for now on because I’m a man. I can’t have feelings

/I’m done with people that never care about me in the first place

/ no I’m single as a Pringle I don’t have a boyfriend or a girlfriend I just live with my mom because rents high nowadays to have your own place, but I still pay rent. I just pay half of it

/ what’s the new shade if I may ask

/I’ve been really busy also I work full time and I work from 4am-12pm CST time so half the time I’m just focused on work and then when I get home I cook dinner for my family

My bad sorry I thought you already did it, but I bet it’s gonna look great and I hope you’re having a wonderful day today