not a goddamn thing

I feel heart ache over what I’m going through right now. it hurts so bad bc I really just want the bare minimum/stability and peace of mind but it feels like I’m fighting for my life

I feel safe being vulnerable here vs on twitter I feel like people lurk me on there to see what I’m up to and I just want to scream about how close I am to just giving up on everything

I feel like I am in pain physically by how much I’m going through mentally, like it’s making me feel sick. I feel like I can barely move, think, or go a minute without breaking down