She's listening peak

I like your cosplays, you always look very pretty.

I love the yellow journalism tengu reporter

But I have no choice but to have faith that maybe one day these thoughts will end...

And it is difficult to get out of this hole without someone's help, I have always been a lonely person and it is difficult for me to have friends or partners because I grew up with people who at the slightest sign of feelings It was a source of teasing.

Because it is a human need and it is sad to realize that you always do everything to improve and be someone better, what is the point if there is no one to give meaning to your life? That's why I appreciate the few friends I have because many times they are the few who gave me a reason to do things.

My father at least is a person with whom you can never talk about feelings and I hate that I was raised that way because I'm not going to hide it anymore. Sometimes I would like to feel that someone loves you.

And sometimes I wish my friends and the people who really care about me would help me, even if it's just by brightening my day and giving me reasons to exist, believe me my situation with my family is not good, I rarely talk to them and we never touch on these topics.

And despite everything, those who know me will know that I rarely say these things and I almost always seem good, but believe me, deep down it is not like that. Just because a person is always smiling doesn't mean they're okay.

Studying or working sometimes feels like a Martyrdom because I always doubt if I really know what I learned and can prove it

I've reached the point where many things have stopped giving me satisfaction, my hobbies and pastimes have become increasingly abandoned and I see no point in them, I just think, why do it?.

So difficult that sometimes I think if it is possible to start a life from scratch, I am constantly reminded of my failures and my past mistakes that no matter how hard I try to improve or resolve them I feel that I am not enough.

Marisa but real

These are the new guidelines for bluesky?