Deedge
@didiergaming10.bsky.social
Am weeb
Junior software dev
Just posting my thoughts or whatever
Junior software dev
Just posting my thoughts or whatever
Really fucks with my sense of reality man, cause like is that just my brain creating likely scenarios from my memories, or some other bullshit? Idk
August 12, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Really fucks with my sense of reality man, cause like is that just my brain creating likely scenarios from my memories, or some other bullshit? Idk
forever and I'm just supposed to be ok with that??? like yeah man I'm fine just ceasing to exist once this timer that I've had since birth hits 0? time is fucking unforgiving and I'm supposed to make the most out of it but Jesus christ is that difficult
July 13, 2025 at 10:56 PM
forever and I'm just supposed to be ok with that??? like yeah man I'm fine just ceasing to exist once this timer that I've had since birth hits 0? time is fucking unforgiving and I'm supposed to make the most out of it but Jesus christ is that difficult
at the very least I just wanna know what the fuck happens once I die I guess, that's what's keeping me up just the fact it's beyond my knowledge until it happens it's fucking scary as shit. I just wanna know that when I die I go to like a new world or some shit not this shit where my being is lost
July 13, 2025 at 10:55 PM
at the very least I just wanna know what the fuck happens once I die I guess, that's what's keeping me up just the fact it's beyond my knowledge until it happens it's fucking scary as shit. I just wanna know that when I die I go to like a new world or some shit not this shit where my being is lost
like I can't just be at peace and ignore it anymore I want answers about it all but I won't ever get them and it terrifies me man, I've got no clue what happens or how, and yeah sure it's too early to think about that with me being 20 but like it's not like I can stop those thoughts too
July 13, 2025 at 10:53 PM
like I can't just be at peace and ignore it anymore I want answers about it all but I won't ever get them and it terrifies me man, I've got no clue what happens or how, and yeah sure it's too early to think about that with me being 20 but like it's not like I can stop those thoughts too
He's a fucking piece of shit and the source of all my bullshit, he's got me banned from sport clubs for not paying, he didn't pay for the fucking house I live in meaning I might just lose that too, he's got multiple mental illnesses including but not limited to: narccism, borderline etc ect
June 27, 2025 at 9:32 PM
He's a fucking piece of shit and the source of all my bullshit, he's got me banned from sport clubs for not paying, he didn't pay for the fucking house I live in meaning I might just lose that too, he's got multiple mental illnesses including but not limited to: narccism, borderline etc ect
Just to clarify, my min isn't actually that bad she's just depressed as hell after having had bullshit her whole life. Which I understand seeing as I'm in the same boat. My dad however....
June 27, 2025 at 9:29 PM
Just to clarify, my min isn't actually that bad she's just depressed as hell after having had bullshit her whole life. Which I understand seeing as I'm in the same boat. My dad however....
I should 100% delete this shit
April 11, 2025 at 11:37 AM
I should 100% delete this shit
I've not had a good fucking year ever either my whole life is dogshit and frankly I dont know how much I've got left in me
April 11, 2025 at 11:36 AM
I've not had a good fucking year ever either my whole life is dogshit and frankly I dont know how much I've got left in me
Long story short, she's had a life of bullshit aswell and she's fucking had it and while I do get that, it feels fucked cause all these years I've just been waiting and waiting for her to peacefully pass away so I didn't have to worry her if I fucking killed myself, I know that's very egoistic but
April 11, 2025 at 11:36 AM
Long story short, she's had a life of bullshit aswell and she's fucking had it and while I do get that, it feels fucked cause all these years I've just been waiting and waiting for her to peacefully pass away so I didn't have to worry her if I fucking killed myself, I know that's very egoistic but
Also just in time for ZA which is amazing, I cannot fucking wait to explore lumiose again
March 23, 2025 at 10:16 PM
Also just in time for ZA which is amazing, I cannot fucking wait to explore lumiose again