I tried all the ways I know, got recommended and had patience.

So many years of abuse and each time I try to figure a way out life just laughs in my face and I can't leave...

To those that know my situation... I'm sorry, I'm out of ideas, and I can't push forward anymore. Any help is welcome...

Good luck everyone! <3

This is just me expressing how I feel and I may delete it in the morning, who knows. But I admit I am carrying a weight that is breaking me. I appreciate and thank with the deepest of my heart all my friends. I wish I could do better for you all, as good as you do to me.

Stay sticky and amazing.

I keep on searching for options to leave the abusive place I'm at (family household) but it doesn't feel like I'm making any progress. My body hurts more, my feelings get deeper and more confusing...

Can I truly escape this hell or even fix whatever is broken inside of me?
I fear... I fear it's not

On my way back home. Stay with friends was amazing and I'm glad I was so happy and felt safe with them. Gonna miss them tons and hope my situation changes soon to see them sometime again in the future ^^

Final day in Germany and trip back home later during the evening... Time flies, heck.

Arrived perfectly on time and at lunch time with friend! Time to relax ^^

Already took the last train on my way to my friend and it's been going super smoothly! Hope the rest of the vacation goes the same way ^^