Same kid also asked if I ever considered teaching art, because he could imagine me as an art teacher because i have the exact right vibes for that

Later we talked about holidays and such, so I mentioned I'm going to Scotland/Edinburgh alone in 2 months and one of them said: "You're really the type for Scotland! And Ireland too! And that's a compliment, those countries just really match your vibe"

my heart

My family noticed I was blooming again and all of that: gone. From one moment to another.

Just 6 months ago I thought we could build a future together. My family noticed how much more relaxed, happier and self confident I was with them in my life.

I was not prepared for the emotional damage this movie would do

I know this movie is direct by a Dutch man and I knew Carice van Houten plays in it but I did not expect parts wpuld be spoken in Dutch

Okay this movie is FUCKED UP

I may or may not have bought 5 pencils.

Cant focus on my work so booked my airbnb for Edinburgh

I need to learn to trust myself, to know that I can rely on myself. New love comes when it comes, but that doesn't mean it makes it easier to be alone right now. I still absolutely friggin' hate it and there's one thing I am sure about: I don't want to experience life all by myself.

It just feels so surreal that I don't have someone by my side after sharing life with a partner for so long. I know new love will come on my path when time's ready, but I just cannot imagine myself with someone else at all.

thank you <3