Loving father
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I'm sharing a journal about bringing up my daughter. Through the struggles of coparenting. https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com
I treasure every single moment together so I hate the thought of losing our day.
Dreaded strikes stopping our cuddles
More cancelled time. It's cold and we're not cosy together. I feel so guilty.
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November 30, 2025 at 12:01 PM
I treasure every single moment together so I hate the thought of losing our day.
I was so happy to have you get stuck in with the cooking. Our day felt like cosy family time doing the normal things families do.
It’s starting to feel a lot like Christmas
I created a cosy time at home for us and we got Christmas started just in case we can't celebrate in the coming weeks.
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November 23, 2025 at 7:46 PM
I was so happy to have you get stuck in with the cooking. Our day felt like cosy family time doing the normal things families do.
It feels like the legal issues and problems are never going to end.
Your mum fighting with the court about the order
The fighting against me having time with you has moved to object to the court order.
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November 22, 2025 at 8:50 PM
It feels like the legal issues and problems are never going to end.
I'll keep the letter for you to read one day so you know what happened. I wanted to raise you equally with your mum but she has done everything to keep us apart.
An unexpected letter for you?
Every day brings a constant tension as I fear what bad news might arrive next. The pain of previous unexpected messages makes even a routine check of the letterbox feel haunting.
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November 20, 2025 at 7:28 PM
I'll keep the letter for you to read one day so you know what happened. I wanted to raise you equally with your mum but she has done everything to keep us apart.
We made the most out of our day and had a lovely time. The streets are filled with autumn leaves and families enjoying the last mild weather days of the year.
Reclaiming difficult River Town memories with happy moments
We started the visit to River Town by seeing friends. On Sunday, my focus was making precious memories with you. With a chill in the air, Christmas feels close!
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November 16, 2025 at 5:23 PM
We made the most out of our day and had a lovely time. The streets are filled with autumn leaves and families enjoying the last mild weather days of the year.
The world is a beautiful place when you see it through a little one’s eyes.
It’s one of the most beautiful things about being a parent.
It’s one of the most beautiful things about being a parent.
November 11, 2025 at 6:53 PM
The world is a beautiful place when you see it through a little one’s eyes.
It’s one of the most beautiful things about being a parent.
It’s one of the most beautiful things about being a parent.
When times are hard,
remember that most things
are better with patience.
remember that most things
are better with patience.
November 10, 2025 at 7:16 PM
When times are hard,
remember that most things
are better with patience.
remember that most things
are better with patience.
Autumn activities at home and thinking about our future
A lovely cosy time at home and lots of working on our future.
A lovely cosy time at home and lots of working on our future.
Autumn activities at home and thinking about our future
A lovely cosy time at home and lots of working on our future.
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November 9, 2025 at 8:41 PM
Autumn activities at home and thinking about our future
A lovely cosy time at home and lots of working on our future.
A lovely cosy time at home and lots of working on our future.
We lost out on celebrating Halloween and won't have Bonfire Night together either. We'll have to get used to missing so many special moments for now. I promise to make up for it in the future.
Missing trick or treating, bonfire night and most importantly, time with loved ones
I visited our friends for some family time, but you were kept home on Sunday, so we couldn't see each other again.
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November 2, 2025 at 1:05 PM
We lost out on celebrating Halloween and won't have Bonfire Night together either. We'll have to get used to missing so many special moments for now. I promise to make up for it in the future.
November 1, 2025 at 1:44 PM
Seeing how local families celebrate occasions like Halloween for their kids tends to remind me of all the things we're not doing together.
Our Halloween video call missing the trick or treating
I love our calls and this time I could include the pumpkin we made together!
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October 28, 2025 at 10:06 PM
Seeing how local families celebrate occasions like Halloween for their kids tends to remind me of all the things we're not doing together.
In the few hours we had together, we got lots done, but it's over too quickly. At least we finished our Halloween decorations!
A lovely day of arts and crafts with my pumpkin
Our rainy day inside getting cosy with arts and crafts and most importantly, the pumpkin!
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October 26, 2025 at 8:08 PM
In the few hours we had together, we got lots done, but it's over too quickly. At least we finished our Halloween decorations!
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Just waking up from the dream...a few Saturdays ago I became a #dad.
#DadLife #Newborn #StillLearning #WhatsNext
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September 14, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Just waking up from the dream...a few Saturdays ago I became a #dad.
#DadLife #Newborn #StillLearning #WhatsNext
#DadLife #Newborn #StillLearning #WhatsNext
Me talking about how intelligent and funny my daughter is
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October 21, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Cute moments like feeding the birds will stay with me forever. I love how your independence is coming along so well.
Our first day with a court order was almost ruined by your mum’s hostilities
We had a lovely day despite the tricky start.
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October 19, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Cute moments like feeding the birds will stay with me forever. I love how your independence is coming along so well.
Our video call was the best part of my day. Your cheeky smile was my favourite moment. I cannot wait until you can call me whenever you want.
Our first court enforced video call
Seeing you virtually doesn't make up for in-person cuddles but I will treasure this new routine.
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October 14, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Our video call was the best part of my day. Your cheeky smile was my favourite moment. I cannot wait until you can call me whenever you want.
I was excited for our Halloween carving day, but your mum cancelled it just a few days after the court order was made. I’m hoping we will still have a chance to do the pumpkin another time.
The court order fails to halt your mum’s vindictive cancellations
I prepared our home with witches, spiders, and ghosts. I was ready to celebrate Halloween together, but our time was cancelled for the umpteenth time.
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October 12, 2025 at 4:53 PM
I was excited for our Halloween carving day, but your mum cancelled it just a few days after the court order was made. I’m hoping we will still have a chance to do the pumpkin another time.
Children deserve better. Family courts allow too many parents to act with impunity and no accountability.
www.bbc.co.uk/news/article...
www.bbc.co.uk/news/article...
'Nothing short of tragic': Inside Ipswich family court
A judge criticises two parents as he halts a 10-year court battle over their children's future.
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October 10, 2025 at 2:45 PM
Children deserve better. Family courts allow too many parents to act with impunity and no accountability.
www.bbc.co.uk/news/article...
www.bbc.co.uk/news/article...
I was focused on getting us our court order. I couldn't fall into the trap of wasting our precious time trying to tackle the endless lies and filibustering from your mum’s expensive legal team.
Family court day, the fate of our relationship was in the magistrates’ hands
The dreaded day just happened. What have I really achieved against so much hostility? Is it enough?
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October 9, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I was focused on getting us our court order. I couldn't fall into the trap of wasting our precious time trying to tackle the endless lies and filibustering from your mum’s expensive legal team.
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October 6, 2025 at 5:07 PM
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I wish things could be easier, and we could truly make the most of our time together. Your mum makes everything so hard, especially on such a sensitive day.
A warm weekend in October just before family court
Trying to make the most out of the warm weekend. Each second is precious but filled with stress ahead of the hearing at court.
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October 5, 2025 at 6:19 PM
I wish things could be easier, and we could truly make the most of our time together. Your mum makes everything so hard, especially on such a sensitive day.
October 4, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Every document is harder and harder to go through. Going to family court just to be able to take you on holiday is cruel.
Today was the deadline for the family court documents
It's taken months to get to this point and today I saw what your mum is presenting to the magistrates.
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October 2, 2025 at 7:33 PM
Every document is harder and harder to go through. Going to family court just to be able to take you on holiday is cruel.
When family is the most important thing, our rare day together was the perfect opportunity to make memories.
Together with family for grandma and Clive’s birthdays
We came together to celebrate birthdays. I'm starting to overwrite bad memories of City Square.
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September 28, 2025 at 5:28 PM
When family is the most important thing, our rare day together was the perfect opportunity to make memories.