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sylvie 🎀
@diary.on.computer
✧ adult. they/them or fae/faer
✧ 18+/vent/alt account
✧ my main is @a.girlypop.baby
✧ minors/no age in bio = block
✧ taken & monogamous
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hiii welcome to my diary! ₊˚⊹✧

ⓘ reposts of my posts are typically okay, just use ur judgement
ⓘ this account will have some nsfw & kink on it
ⓘ if at any time u want to unfollow, please feel free to! u don't have to stay following just bc u followed at one point
ⓘ don't flirt with me. i'm taken.
thinking a little too much about when bo burnham calls himself daddy and tells the sock puppet to call him sir and yells at you to stand the fuck up in all eyes on me 😔
November 15, 2025 at 6:48 AM
i should really be medicated for my bpd again probably but I Don't Want To
October 17, 2025 at 2:31 AM
i hate my brain what if i just **** ****** to get it out of my head hahahaha
October 17, 2025 at 2:27 AM
going on a walk mid panic attack even though i have a fever and it hurts to breathe bc im stupid and i hate myself 👍🏼
September 29, 2025 at 2:08 AM
i haven't felt this bad mentally in a while and i am having Thoughts™ ^_^
September 29, 2025 at 1:19 AM
what if i just went on a walk and didn't stop until i succumbed to the elements and eventually gave in to my injuries and exhaustion and finally left this mortal plane
haha jk unless
September 29, 2025 at 1:11 AM
it was negative btw
September 24, 2025 at 1:30 AM
taking a pregnancy test is the longest 5 minutes of your life
September 23, 2025 at 11:06 PM
bf nutted in me several times, i go into the bathroom to clean up, and i immediate hear him watching a youtube short
September 10, 2025 at 11:20 PM
just had the best sex of my life :)
September 7, 2025 at 9:40 PM
when my boyfriend likes making me count during sex but i have dyscalculia
September 2, 2025 at 5:04 AM
crazy idea but what if i was likable and lovable
August 31, 2025 at 3:30 AM
i have the bpd urge to do something really impulsive that i would regret immediately and it's taking everything in me not to actually do it :,)
August 30, 2025 at 5:39 PM
tmi maybe but i made myself cum and i didn't get a horrible, severe headache afterwards for the first time in over a month and a half and i am so happy about it 😭
August 30, 2025 at 5:50 AM
i don't want to sound like a jealous fat person or whatever but it's not fair how easy it is for skinny people to be fashionable like they can literally wear anything and it's seen as stylish and put together
August 28, 2025 at 9:34 PM
sometimes i get really paranoid about something but i can't bring it up or say anything without making someone feel bad so instead it just eats away at me and kills me inside <3
August 28, 2025 at 6:18 AM
i get triggered so easily this time of year :(
August 26, 2025 at 2:40 AM
august is always the month where im like hmm should i be medicated for my bpd again... probably...... but i won't teehee ^_^

im not taking mood stabilizers ever again idc how insane i am actually
August 13, 2025 at 9:27 PM
whatever i'll just cry myself to sleep goodnight
August 13, 2025 at 6:39 AM
i'm like if a smart, self aware person was actually really stupid and did things to self sabotage and make myself feel worse ^_^
August 13, 2025 at 5:40 AM
my brain sucks
August 13, 2025 at 5:32 AM
August 13, 2025 at 5:01 AM
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August 11, 2025 at 8:14 PM
i am having the most insane bpd thoughts today can my brain like chill out maybe
August 12, 2025 at 7:20 PM