For me, it was the part of the ride where a giant Louis says "Oh, you got all Itty bitty" and I did :)

You cant help but feel good when it feels like Dom DeLuise is along for the ride! I know its not him, but they sure cast and wrote Louis like he was Jeremy from NIMH.

All it took was a nine minute ride (over and over) of just letting myself experience joy and wonder, withiut stopping myself out if fear of what others would see.

I smiled, I cheered, I lifted my hands into the air for the first time ever on a ride! I was... am.. free.

And im not giving that up.

.. and Im ok with that now.

Im done hurting inside because my outward self doesn't fit with how I feel inside. No diet, no workout will ever change a linebacker frame into a slender thespian that my husband can literally sweep off his feet.

And im ok with that now, or rather am working on it.

Louis is a big, scary gator, terrifying in fact. Thats what everyone sees, and so he sees it too. In the end, despite trying to find a solution to his size and appearance, he accepts himself and others do as well.

I will never be small, never be picked up and held, tossed in the air, none of this..

Epcot, but sadly Guardians is shut down, not sure if it will be back up before our dinner plans :/

We rode it twice so far, though, but would be nice to ride one last time! We head to MK tomorrow and then thats it for our vacation until 2027

Thanks, its just the realization that no matter how hard I do, can, and will try, there is always a class of people well above me who dont care about anyone.

Its an ECV, but it feels better saying the other. My leg just gave out is all, it happens.

Im gonna get him before I leave! Today, I've been uo for 40 hours... waiting to see the Light parade and do the first Tron ride of this trip.

Would love to hang out again! Its been ages!!!