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@diabelli.bsky.social
account for me being a dick
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i don't need to go out with anyone i have the whole western canon of classical music. keep repeating this to myself
struggling not to cry at work cos i hate my fucking life so much. going to the toilet to half-cry for a few mins even though i know it'll be obvious when i go back. walking through a filthy industrial estate on my lunch break openly crying
December 4, 2025 at 5:26 PM
feeling very beaten down by being single, unemployed for almost 3 months and living alone
October 14, 2025 at 2:38 PM
really feeling the loneliness tonight
September 25, 2025 at 11:12 PM
day 1 on the set of my first film tomorrow
September 16, 2025 at 6:42 PM
big fml moment tonight
September 14, 2025 at 12:03 AM
nothing's worth it anymore, everything makes me feel suicidal. wish i had a gun
August 30, 2025 at 1:17 AM
just want to smash up my whole flat
August 28, 2025 at 10:04 PM
lol the bad news and setbacks just keep piling up, i need to just end it
August 28, 2025 at 2:20 PM
every day i feel more and more like i'm not meant to be here
August 3, 2025 at 10:32 PM
what the fuck is even the point in staying alive
August 2, 2025 at 10:18 PM
first time in a good while i've woken up angry and then gone to bed still fucking angry
August 2, 2025 at 10:17 PM
wish i was fucking dead
August 1, 2025 at 8:19 AM
~15-22-year-olds are SO self-conscious and SO terrified of being perceived as cringe in the slightest way, but they also sit and play shit out loud on their phones in an otherwise silent train carriage. i've had enough
July 25, 2025 at 7:44 PM
i don't need to go out with anyone i have the whole western canon of classical music. keep repeating this to myself
July 25, 2025 at 10:34 AM
enjoying having many skills, none of them marketable
July 20, 2025 at 8:23 PM
saw clarissa connelly last night, took no pics (this is for my own reference)
July 15, 2025 at 12:35 PM
remember last summer when everyone was going to venice and calling it 'venezia' on instagram
June 30, 2025 at 10:49 AM
the phrase 'coffee shop' makes me fucking boke
June 8, 2025 at 12:32 PM
lesson learned: when you fancy someone, do NOT tell ANYONE
May 31, 2025 at 7:27 PM
would love it if i knew a single person who would ever make a single concession to me
May 28, 2025 at 12:29 PM
close to having a mark crorigan moment on people saying things like 'i have went'
May 25, 2025 at 5:10 PM
my job makes me feel like such a fucking idiot
May 23, 2025 at 10:45 AM
can't wait for the moustache trend to be over (i could definitely grow a good one but my mum would disapprove) (and so would i tbh)
May 20, 2025 at 10:53 PM
my nastiest opinion is that if you're approaching 30 and you don't know how to pronounce italian words you're lazy and uncurious. also if you don't like any classical music at all
May 20, 2025 at 10:44 PM
a few days ago i was telling one of my friends that i used to think a mutual friend of ours didn't like me, and she went 'but everyone likes you'. possibly the best thing that's happened to me in years
May 8, 2025 at 12:44 AM