I’m just really not good with online socialization. I NEED in person connections or I just feel.. out.

I work hard to do big things and get some sort of notoriety so people HAVE to look at me.. but it never feels good enough. I feel so far from everyone in every way possible. My husband can’t always be the only person I’m close to. I know it’s not healthy.

I take care of my teeth. I brush them, floss, and use mouthwash twice a day, but yet my teeth are chipping for no reason and I’m pretty sure I have gum disease. Like how tf do I do everything right to take care of my teeth and my body just say “nah” to that? And not being able to get help for it???

I haven’t seen a dentist in over 2 years bc I lost my insurance TWICE, and even when I DID have insurance, nowhere where I live took the insurance I had (Medicaid) and I couldn’t travel easily to go to appointments in the city.

Like we can literally tear you apart with these screenshots and LITERAL recordings of you talking about this shit LMAO

Like you block us after we don’t want to deal with your double sided fakeness and go RIGHT BACK to those transphobic pieces of human shit and start saying shit ALL OVER again WITH them bc we didn’t want to be friends with you after catching you being a snake.

She also offered to give me a ride home today on my way out and she’s always been a nice boss but not THIS nice.. what’s going on

And that’s INCLUDING two more inquiry reminders two weeks apart

I’m like, trying to NOT be upset because in the long run it’s NOT the end of the world.. but come on.