its also like if you don’t give me the possibility to play like an asshole it’s less meaningful to play nice. i often play pretty nice in games if a sudden ridiculous betrayal isn’t possible that’s way less fun.

I have to admit. When I posted this I was being grumpy about oppositional games with a single winner that put on a really friendly face and act very nice, I’d forgotten entirely about the multiple explicitly co operative games I really love.

I feel this deeply and it only breeds more self loathing when I proceed to forget to take any vacation either so I am only taking time off against my will. Miserable I need to live with intent!