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detrivore
@detrivore.bsky.social
unhinged & desperate
anxiety makes me bad at my job but also being me
December 30, 2024 at 7:51 PM
the snow has finally arrived meaning I must equip the pack of tissues back into my coat inventory lest I look like this whenever I go into a building
November 23, 2024 at 4:42 PM
May the universe grant me more confidence in my goals but not so much that I end up lecturing strangers trapped on a train with me like the guy in seat 14D
November 17, 2024 at 3:31 PM
always trans baybeeee
November 14, 2024 at 3:55 PM
im back
November 14, 2024 at 3:54 PM
when I see people talking about ending the generational cycle of abuse I usually assume they're talking about refusing to reproduce rather than healing and radically changing to shed the beliefs they were raised with because fuck
that
shit
is
HARD
December 9, 2023 at 3:53 AM
will writing queer horror fiction help heal the trauma or just exacerbate the wounds
December 8, 2023 at 11:04 PM
baked a cake mix so I could eat my feelings
December 8, 2023 at 10:34 PM
trying to be punk but the enormity of trying to understand others is more than I can grasp
December 8, 2023 at 8:55 PM
best nap I've had in weeks and it's a crash after dumping out all of my Trauma
December 8, 2023 at 8:38 PM
doctor's appointments make me feel bad inside
December 8, 2023 at 8:37 PM
my emotions are strange and unknowable to me but in a different way than the dissociation when I started on this healing journey
December 7, 2023 at 6:50 PM
in agony waiting for the solstice to come
December 6, 2023 at 10:47 PM
all these emotional regulation skills and I'm still not in the moment
December 5, 2023 at 3:38 AM
wish it was still socially acceptable to carve out a space for yourself by hand
December 5, 2023 at 3:36 AM
I can't judge and think at the same time
December 5, 2023 at 3:36 AM
how do you stop driving people away with the need to control everything until it makes sense
December 5, 2023 at 3:35 AM
it's just a bad sleep not a bad life
December 1, 2023 at 2:52 PM
hello winter hunger my old friend
November 28, 2023 at 10:59 PM
Reposted by detrivore
November 28, 2023 at 6:55 AM
trying to ride this latest wave of calmness as far as it'll take me
November 28, 2023 at 6:45 PM
im just a lil baby rat squeaking for its mother
November 28, 2023 at 4:56 PM
me internally during therapy: therapist friend? Therapist FRIEND?!?! no. therapist not friend. therapist therapist. therapist help but cannot friend. :<
November 28, 2023 at 4:55 PM
if it were possible to scream and claw my way out of this body I would have done it already
November 28, 2023 at 12:16 AM
my job is a box inside of a box inside of a box inside of a box inside of a box
November 27, 2023 at 6:59 PM