i have the barest hint of an idea that is entirely self indulgent but if i can lock in and hyperfixate or take my meds or not take my meds i might cook something idk. we'll see. ive been reading a ton of fire fics lately which usually makes me want to write

OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO SEE THIS BUT HOLY SHIT THANK YOU??????????????? THIS IS SO PEAK WOULD YOU BE OKAY IF I LINKED IT AT THE END OF THE FIC......

i was under the impression that summer = more free time = more writing and then discovered that summer = seraph torture chamber = no free time so. no promises. but there is hope and joy in my heart.

i have not forgotten about the guys i love the guys . i want to make them bang but i also want to make my head bang into a brick wall and the wall is winning

i hope to return to the yaoi mines soon but writing is kind of a brain intensive thing and i have decided to engage in insane levels of torturing myself (premed) so i am Shot rn. once summer hits the brainrot likely will too 🙏

the one i got rejected from is also Way worse than the three i got accepted to which is really funny

chat i wont say which one i got into first but i will say it is top 15 in the us and also its funny because i plan on rejecting them for a worse (but still pretty prestigious) university should i get in

i still love seavbo dont worry i am not going to stray too far i just also have known for a While that the second i perceived l1fe it was going to be joever for a hot minute and i was correct

it is so hard to minecraft yaoi when you are making indecipherable decisions irl im gonna be so real im making many of the bad choices i would write about a character making and going "wow this is awesome fic experience" (i am blinking SOS rapidly)

i am stuck in the hell of wanting to talk abt something personal but i feel so low on options on who to talk to bcs it is Personal and. ough .