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@dessireeisevil.bsky.social
⭑ ✘ 愛

You know what you're signing up for, don't cry to others about me when you take offense..

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This is my online journal. If I don't like you, you'll learn about it here.

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https://dessireed.straw.page/
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⭑ ✘ Yo, I'm Des, 15 years old, and I've been the spiderman of Atlantic city for the past 6 and a half years now. 🏴

🎬 I study psychology, sociology, and take great interest in literature. My other interests are music; art; u.s history. Other things you can learn about me are on my strawpage. 📓
a 3d anime character is dancing in front of a white background with stars .
Alt: Lowk me (L Lawliet of Death Note) hitting a jig
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Apparently I go to school with super talented strangers? Who also happen to like btd??

help????????????????
January 30, 2026 at 7:16 PM
lowk best notification to return to bsky to
January 30, 2026 at 7:14 PM
If you're a person who says "Mental health isn't an excuse."
You're literally saying that Schizophrenia isn't real.
You're literally saying that Autism doesn't exist.

Get it? Mental health is the ONLY excusable reason.

So if you think ;"Mental health isn't an excuse" , just remember:
January 29, 2026 at 11:20 PM
bruh big fat relapse happening
January 22, 2026 at 10:45 PM
I just realized I can cut myself wherever I want. Now my hands will have cool scars.

-1 insecurity.
+1 fake scar story.
January 22, 2026 at 10:37 PM
bruh I got a free snack the other day,

honey bun, hot cheetos, AND monster energy. No money required..!!

#kleptosky #freeshopping #cleptosky #edtwt #ed
January 21, 2026 at 8:59 PM
#kleptosky

#suicidetwt
#suicidebsky

#tproblemsky
#nueroticsky

I wanted to fuck your moooooommm.....

but your dad caught my eye first. ;)
January 21, 2026 at 8:57 PM
⭑ ✘ Yo, I'm Des, 15 years old, and I've been the spiderman of Atlantic city for the past 6 and a half years now. 🏴

🎬 I study psychology, sociology, and take great interest in literature. My other interests are music; art; u.s history. Other things you can learn about me are on my strawpage. 📓
a 3d anime character is dancing in front of a white background with stars .
Alt: Lowk me (L Lawliet of Death Note) hitting a jig
media.tenor.com
January 21, 2026 at 8:44 PM
"I'm suffering nonstop anxiety and having constant depressive episodes... I'm relapsing."

"..."

". . ."

Ya'll don't wanna hear me ya just wanna dance🙌
January 21, 2026 at 3:09 AM
I hate posers who only like eminem for those TWO specific lines in Stan.

i hate posers.
January 20, 2026 at 11:47 AM
relapse is on the horizon.. It's never good if I find myself back HERE.
a red heartbeat line on a black background with a yellow line in the middle .
ALT: a red heartbeat line on a black background with a yellow line in the middle .
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January 19, 2026 at 11:12 PM
Uhm, follow the Lamer me on a new main, or suffer the consequences.

@parasociopath.bsky.social
December 20, 2025 at 12:10 AM
How much longer do i have with my dawg?
December 16, 2025 at 3:01 AM
You fucking suck.
You ruined my life and you peg me to be the bad person?
You know there's something wrong with me and yet you only abuse me more.

I fucking hate you and I hate you and I really fucking hate you.
December 15, 2025 at 1:35 AM
you will NEVER know how badly is sucks when people ydk hate you.

like, you're really gonna hate me based off of someone else's opinion?

We've never even met.
December 12, 2025 at 6:13 AM
"mental health matters unti-"

does it?

"mental health matters"

liar, don't say things you don't believe in.

"mental health is not an excuse."

But it's excusable when it's stuff you know how to fake, manage, or control?

I'm fucked up, mentally ill. ✖️

I'm fucked up BECAUSE I am mentally ill. ✔️
December 11, 2025 at 6:28 PM
Enjoy this song, twihh :9

www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsfI...

"No matter how strong the love in your heart, or the love in your head. No one will love you until you're dead."
December 4, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Hey!

I just want YOU to know, you were pretty cool! I liked you, maybe I felt more but couldn't express it. I'm sorry.
Your texts boosted my energy and thinking about you made me laugh/smile!

You genuinely cared for me and that made me feel a little better. But I can't do this.
December 4, 2025 at 4:33 AM
what if I did it early, just as like, a joke idk.
December 4, 2025 at 4:20 AM
Call me.
Call me if you really care.

Listen to me.
Listen to me cry my eyes out because I wasn't born a man.
Because I can never love.
Because I'm not pretty enough.

Blind me.
Blind me from the errors of the world.
Shield me from the unfortunate truth of what life is.
of how we're soon to die.
December 4, 2025 at 4:19 AM
when people romanticize s/h but you genuinely just wanna end yo shi
December 4, 2025 at 4:02 AM
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I wanted to be an inventor, guys.
a cartoon of a man sitting on a roof holding a puzzle
Alt: I'm going to fucking kill myself on the 31st of December 11:59. I won't come back as anything. Does that please you? I hope so.
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December 4, 2025 at 4:00 AM
aoi.

koi.

daidaiiro.

no hi.
December 4, 2025 at 3:52 AM
I want every trace of my existence to be ereased.

I just can't live this way anymore
December 4, 2025 at 3:49 AM
unless yk what its like, don't interact w me frfr ong type shi/silly
November 28, 2025 at 2:30 PM