Derbeste
@derbeste.bsky.social
Devoted husband to @Cidpup.bsky.social
Gaymer, D&D bard, MCU fan, general nerd.
NSFW content 18+ only
Kindness, love, and understanding are welcome here. Our differences should be celebrated. Not feared. Infinite diversity in infinite combinations.
Gaymer, D&D bard, MCU fan, general nerd.
NSFW content 18+ only
Kindness, love, and understanding are welcome here. Our differences should be celebrated. Not feared. Infinite diversity in infinite combinations.
Seeing @Cid being held by a huge muscle teddy bear makes my heart so happy. He’s so much happier fully realizing his place as a beta bitch.
March 16, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Seeing @Cid being held by a huge muscle teddy bear makes my heart so happy. He’s so much happier fully realizing his place as a beta bitch.
It’s amazing what is no longer taboo when you realize who is defining it and how little they matter.
Real freedom finally comes when you no longer need the permission of others to be happy.
Real freedom finally comes when you no longer need the permission of others to be happy.
February 28, 2025 at 3:03 PM
It’s amazing what is no longer taboo when you realize who is defining it and how little they matter.
Real freedom finally comes when you no longer need the permission of others to be happy.
Real freedom finally comes when you no longer need the permission of others to be happy.
I can’t tell you how nice it is to be able to get in the Sun again. @cidpup.bsky.social commented how affirming it feels to not feel anything swaying back and forth between his legs. It’s really adorable.
February 8, 2025 at 7:32 PM
I can’t tell you how nice it is to be able to get in the Sun again. @cidpup.bsky.social commented how affirming it feels to not feel anything swaying back and forth between his legs. It’s really adorable.
Sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been…. Busy. 😼
Also, if you can tear your eyes away from @cidpup.bsky.social ‘s crotch, check out his new Loch. I made it for him that very day. He’s my reborn phoenix.
Also, if you can tear your eyes away from @cidpup.bsky.social ‘s crotch, check out his new Loch. I made it for him that very day. He’s my reborn phoenix.
February 2, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been…. Busy. 😼
Also, if you can tear your eyes away from @cidpup.bsky.social ‘s crotch, check out his new Loch. I made it for him that very day. He’s my reborn phoenix.
Also, if you can tear your eyes away from @cidpup.bsky.social ‘s crotch, check out his new Loch. I made it for him that very day. He’s my reborn phoenix.
Asshat on the internet: The government shouldn't ever affirm trans delusion.
Me: Really? Tell me again about your sky baby born to a virgin who died and came back to life so you can eat his body and drink his blood on Sunday. Tell me why these delusions are tax exempt and why they are on our money.
Me: Really? Tell me again about your sky baby born to a virgin who died and came back to life so you can eat his body and drink his blood on Sunday. Tell me why these delusions are tax exempt and why they are on our money.
January 29, 2025 at 6:37 PM
Asshat on the internet: The government shouldn't ever affirm trans delusion.
Me: Really? Tell me again about your sky baby born to a virgin who died and came back to life so you can eat his body and drink his blood on Sunday. Tell me why these delusions are tax exempt and why they are on our money.
Me: Really? Tell me again about your sky baby born to a virgin who died and came back to life so you can eat his body and drink his blood on Sunday. Tell me why these delusions are tax exempt and why they are on our money.
Three pups on a bed. Star Wars and WoW and cookies. This is why it’s good to be home.
….also my husband has a vagina.
….also my husband has a vagina.
January 23, 2025 at 2:45 AM
Three pups on a bed. Star Wars and WoW and cookies. This is why it’s good to be home.
….also my husband has a vagina.
….also my husband has a vagina.
I really am the luckiest man on Earth.
January 17, 2025 at 7:41 AM
I really am the luckiest man on Earth.
Feeling for comfortable at home, @cidpup.bsky.social wanted to do a little modeling for his master.
I get the pleasure of posting one of the first pics of my complete boy and husband.
It’s still very swollen and has quite a ways to heal…
… but I’ve never seen anything so beautiful.
I get the pleasure of posting one of the first pics of my complete boy and husband.
It’s still very swollen and has quite a ways to heal…
… but I’ve never seen anything so beautiful.
January 14, 2025 at 3:44 AM
Feeling for comfortable at home, @cidpup.bsky.social wanted to do a little modeling for his master.
I get the pleasure of posting one of the first pics of my complete boy and husband.
It’s still very swollen and has quite a ways to heal…
… but I’ve never seen anything so beautiful.
I get the pleasure of posting one of the first pics of my complete boy and husband.
It’s still very swollen and has quite a ways to heal…
… but I’ve never seen anything so beautiful.
We are FINALLY HOOOOOME!!!! OMG it feels so GOOOOOOD! So happy to be here with @cidpup.bsky.social and @ottosamsonxxx.bsky.social here with me! I haven’t felt this happy in a LOOOONG time!
January 12, 2025 at 11:59 PM
We are FINALLY HOOOOOME!!!! OMG it feels so GOOOOOOD! So happy to be here with @cidpup.bsky.social and @ottosamsonxxx.bsky.social here with me! I haven’t felt this happy in a LOOOONG time!
So I am DEATHLY Acrophobic and it terrifies me to fly. The flight staff on SW decided I needed a card and some wings to tell me I made it through my fears.
January 12, 2025 at 9:49 PM
So I am DEATHLY Acrophobic and it terrifies me to fly. The flight staff on SW decided I needed a card and some wings to tell me I made it through my fears.
Daylight come an me wan go home!
On our way to the airport. Dallas, I can’t wait to be inside you again.
On our way to the airport. Dallas, I can’t wait to be inside you again.
January 12, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Daylight come an me wan go home!
On our way to the airport. Dallas, I can’t wait to be inside you again.
On our way to the airport. Dallas, I can’t wait to be inside you again.
It should be obvious, but in case anyone was wondering.... If you have had a vaginoplasty in the last 2 weeks. Don't go to MAL. Even to check it out. It just makes for one pooped puppy and $80 in Uber fees for 30 minutes of site seeing.
Not recommended exercise, and ultimately a 45min walk around MAL proved *very* exhausting. But was nice to see a bunch of fellow homos in all their varying leathers being sexy. w/ @ottosamsonxxx.bsky.social and @derbeste.bsky.social
January 11, 2025 at 12:09 AM
It should be obvious, but in case anyone was wondering.... If you have had a vaginoplasty in the last 2 weeks. Don't go to MAL. Even to check it out. It just makes for one pooped puppy and $80 in Uber fees for 30 minutes of site seeing.
48 hours since the ER. Cid is getting LOTS of rest and we are back to what we do best (other than fucking).
Come on, Azeroth!
Come on, Azeroth!
January 7, 2025 at 5:47 PM
48 hours since the ER. Cid is getting LOTS of rest and we are back to what we do best (other than fucking).
Come on, Azeroth!
Come on, Azeroth!
Everything is fine!
We had a complication tonight which turned into A LOT of blood loss, which turned into a 911 call and a trip to the ER.
The doc said this is a bit common, but it was an intense night. Cid is recovering well and will be back on healing schedule in no time!
We had a complication tonight which turned into A LOT of blood loss, which turned into a 911 call and a trip to the ER.
The doc said this is a bit common, but it was an intense night. Cid is recovering well and will be back on healing schedule in no time!
January 5, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Everything is fine!
We had a complication tonight which turned into A LOT of blood loss, which turned into a 911 call and a trip to the ER.
The doc said this is a bit common, but it was an intense night. Cid is recovering well and will be back on healing schedule in no time!
We had a complication tonight which turned into A LOT of blood loss, which turned into a 911 call and a trip to the ER.
The doc said this is a bit common, but it was an intense night. Cid is recovering well and will be back on healing schedule in no time!
How do you hold YOUR pussy? I hold mine with a smile! 😀😺
Vagina, day 12: self dilation actually went surprisingly well this morning. Been cuddly with @Derbeste1977 and playing my Bard in BG3, Bona Soul. He’s a sexy one 😅.
January 4, 2025 at 7:47 PM
How do you hold YOUR pussy? I hold mine with a smile! 😀😺
Dr. follow up time. He’s here to see his gynecologist! 😆
In all seriousness, dilation has been a challenge and there have been a few concerns… but the doc says things are looking good and helped walk us through better dilation.
All is well… but challenges still await.
In all seriousness, dilation has been a challenge and there have been a few concerns… but the doc says things are looking good and helped walk us through better dilation.
All is well… but challenges still await.
January 2, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Dr. follow up time. He’s here to see his gynecologist! 😆
In all seriousness, dilation has been a challenge and there have been a few concerns… but the doc says things are looking good and helped walk us through better dilation.
All is well… but challenges still await.
In all seriousness, dilation has been a challenge and there have been a few concerns… but the doc says things are looking good and helped walk us through better dilation.
All is well… but challenges still await.
Cid felt well enough for a brief walk around the block and to a store to get some groceries. It was really nice for us to get some fresh air. Slowly but surely.... up and up...
Vagina, day 9: some happy if slow progress dilating. Slow and steady but able to get to the 3rd for 5 desired markers on the dilator. Endurance is improving overall, minus some linger abdominal swelling and minor pain when I try to twist or engage it for much effort. Positive direction though!
January 1, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Cid felt well enough for a brief walk around the block and to a store to get some groceries. It was really nice for us to get some fresh air. Slowly but surely.... up and up...
Happy New Year from this handler and pup. We wanted to express just how much all the support has meant. This is hard… but all of you have helped make it even more worth it.
Here’s to a bright 2025 of being whoever you want to be!
Here’s to a bright 2025 of being whoever you want to be!
January 1, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Happy New Year from this handler and pup. We wanted to express just how much all the support has meant. This is hard… but all of you have helped make it even more worth it.
Here’s to a bright 2025 of being whoever you want to be!
Here’s to a bright 2025 of being whoever you want to be!
I have officially fingered my first pussy.... It was completely medical. Nothing sexual about it. But I've been inside my real man.
Love is love. No matter the parts. And I've never felt more love than for this man.
Love is love. No matter the parts. And I've never felt more love than for this man.
Vagina, day 8 pt 2: still learning myself a dilation. Some fingering by my husband helped resolve one issue: clotted blood/necrotizing tissue (both anticipated). That cleared up some obstruction. Laxative helps the other issue: being backed up from painkillers for a week. Relief!
December 31, 2024 at 10:53 PM
I have officially fingered my first pussy.... It was completely medical. Nothing sexual about it. But I've been inside my real man.
Love is love. No matter the parts. And I've never felt more love than for this man.
Love is love. No matter the parts. And I've never felt more love than for this man.
Came back from a store run for cold packs to my pup for the first time post op.
I have officially won the Michael Burnham award for the most crying.
I have officially won the Michael Burnham award for the most crying.
December 28, 2024 at 11:45 PM
Came back from a store run for cold packs to my pup for the first time post op.
I have officially won the Michael Burnham award for the most crying.
I have officially won the Michael Burnham award for the most crying.
Rougher day for Cid today. Pain in his pelvic floor is about the same, but pain in his core / lower abs have flared up.
Managing well though with pain meds and ice packs.
Managing well though with pain meds and ice packs.
Vagina, day 5 pt 2: earlier post should have said day 5. Today has definitely been more painful than the rest. My abdominal core below the belly button and above my vagina is just in a constant 5-6/10 in terms of pain. Strong constant ache. I’m pushing through and resting a lot.
December 28, 2024 at 7:41 PM
Rougher day for Cid today. Pain in his pelvic floor is about the same, but pain in his core / lower abs have flared up.
Managing well though with pain meds and ice packs.
Managing well though with pain meds and ice packs.
Most special moment yet. Cid is a very introverted man and this is A LOT of emotion for him.
Vagina, day 4 pt 2: Out of hospital and in hotel until the 12th. Catheter in until Monday when the packing in the vaginal will also be removed. I was gunning for a shower after not having one almost 4 days, so here is the moment water ran down my body the first time. Things ARE swollen for now.
December 27, 2024 at 9:03 PM
Most special moment yet. Cid is a very introverted man and this is A LOT of emotion for him.
Discharged from the hospital and back in a comfortable hotel bed. I CAN FINALLY HOLD HIM!
December 27, 2024 at 3:28 PM
Discharged from the hospital and back in a comfortable hotel bed. I CAN FINALLY HOLD HIM!
Some of my pup’s first steps as a pussy boy! (Beginning cropped off because of Bluesky restrictions. Slightly longer clip is on X/Twitter)
December 26, 2024 at 9:33 PM
Some of my pup’s first steps as a pussy boy! (Beginning cropped off because of Bluesky restrictions. Slightly longer clip is on X/Twitter)
They found a big, soft chair that reclines all the way back! Guess who’s not sleeping alone tonight!? 🥲🥲🥲🥲
December 26, 2024 at 4:03 AM
They found a big, soft chair that reclines all the way back! Guess who’s not sleeping alone tonight!? 🥲🥲🥲🥲