In my feelings
depressoespress0.bsky.social
In my feelings
@depressoespress0.bsky.social
Bad as my life would get , I can’t off myself. I have nieces and nephews, can’t put them through that
December 15, 2024 at 4:26 PM
Crazy how family is supposed to be the basic unit of support.
Lol if I’m reincarnated again in the same family I will off myself
December 15, 2024 at 4:26 PM
Ugh I hate Christmas
Can’t wait for Jan
December 15, 2024 at 4:24 PM
Lol I’m becoming such a negative Nancy, i know I’ll drive some people away but I don’t want users no more
December 15, 2024 at 4:24 PM
I feel I’m more useful to my friends than they are to me. So is it bad if I cut them off?
December 15, 2024 at 4:23 PM
Also cause I’ll help them in my own way but when I need help from them, suddenly they know nothing 😏like girl you got nothing or you just selfish with your info
December 15, 2024 at 4:22 PM
Next year I want to purposefully be unhelpful to people. Especially cause I have turned to that friend bitches reach out to when they are in a crisis then it’s like we were never friends after that
I feel like helping ruins the friendship idk
December 15, 2024 at 4:21 PM
Lol I’m back
So the mood must be whack😅
December 15, 2024 at 4:18 PM
I do have someone helping me with Ed recovery journey but guess cause they know me idk it’s endearing 🥰
November 24, 2024 at 8:11 PM
Why would anybody want labor though?
November 24, 2024 at 8:10 PM
Drinking my stress off today, I’ll quit tomorrow.
Pinky swear with me and I’ll send updates
November 24, 2024 at 8:09 PM
Lol this too
November 24, 2024 at 8:04 PM
I’d fr kms but I’m self conscious and I can’t have anyone talking shit on me
November 24, 2024 at 8:03 PM
I want me a me for me, cause if that bitch was my opposite, I’m turning it off
November 24, 2024 at 8:00 PM
2025 I’m gonna be mean (picture a chipmunk saying it)
But fr
November 24, 2024 at 7:54 PM
But men leading with sex is so… it gives me an uncomfortable feeling.
November 24, 2024 at 7:52 PM
And I’m sure in his head he thought of how I’d gladly entertain him for something like what, money? Experiences paid by him with us heading back to his? OMG dude, I already have my own money🙄 I’d have pictured him to be the type you have deep intellectual conversations with and can’t wait to bone
November 24, 2024 at 7:50 PM
I think male loneliness is majorly self induced, because tell me why, this guy (from somewhere I frequent couple of times a year) said he’d only want to be friends with benefits with me, because ‘he has enough friends’ and ‘cmon look at you you’re so attractive’ like WHAT🤨so, just for my holes huh?
November 24, 2024 at 7:42 PM
I’m back lol, it’s not been a fun time
November 24, 2024 at 7:39 PM
I’ve been okay, just had this page logged on.
November 12, 2024 at 10:15 PM
I had a semi tough semi pleasant day today, and since one of my errands sent me out of the house today, I got myself flowers. First bouquet actually. Its meant to make me happy but these blooms are dead and I’m supposed to be happy? Odd but ok. They smell nice and I’ll get more in the future.
November 9, 2024 at 9:10 PM
Might serve as a semi journal cause I can’t seem to keep the physical ones private enough.
November 9, 2024 at 8:45 PM
Made this page for my most honest unfiltered thoughts. Mostly depressive cause that happens most times when you’re tired of being ‘strong’.
November 9, 2024 at 8:44 PM