idk what to do instead cuz i rly wanna text someone 😭 guess i just gotta suffer

ive tried changing how i am but it literally never works so im at a loss :<

it, i cant rly remember but ik i can be really annoying and thats frustrating to deal with, i never mean to act like they should know sm already but it just comes out that way idk what to do, my only option is rly to just isolate myself and dont talk to anybody so i cant hurt anyone,