he is SO babygirl... love them sm

going to see him on christmas means most likely running into my dad, a relationship i lost this year

ugh

but at least i know why i feel the way i do now lol

but... not all loss is permanent— i can only be content with my present and have hope in my heart that whats meant for me will come back to me in its own time

until then, i hope father time is easier on me in 2025 😂 ya girl needs some pacing in this character arc shes going thru

ive been trying not to focus on the things ive lost but it is hard not to look back— ive gained some very important things this year that have been very healing but its like having whiplash when a good thing happens so fast that you feel like you have no time to process the loss

Thank you so much!!

all that said tho id really like to stop having whack ass dreams that put me in my head like this 🙃 time to let it go and focus on the now

all i can do is keep trying to do my best— im a kind person, i move with kind intentions and mistakes are human. the present is good and i dont want to take that for granted