this is how i feel rn bc i’m such a f4tty i can’t stop giving in to my cravings

i caved bc someone bought it for me and i couldn’t say no bc im a s!ut for free things. still kind of an omad at least, bc i only had egg white bites today and half a latte. 450c total plus a workout that burned 480c. i’m trying to not put so much value on food to prevent another binge cycle

then had this for lunch. not the best macros of the built bars, but this one is soooo good. yes i’m vegetarian, yes this has collagen in it, yes we exist (◡ ‿ ◡ .)

this wasn’t on the meal plan for today. i don’t support starbucks but my coworker bought it for me and i LOVE free things. i asked for a grande and she was sweet and got me a venti but i didn’t want the cals 😭 dumping it out so i don’t drink more, 130cals for the venti, i drank half so id say 70cals

me bc i ate over 1,500 cals the past two days

me sleeping until 4:30pm today and refusing to leave my bed so that i don’t pig out in my kitchen #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky #anasky #edbsky

when i eat over 1,000 cals #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky #edtwt

omg so on brand for me

me staring at myself in the mirror after caving and having a sweet treat #edsky #caterpillarsky

this slayed! heart shaped pasta, morning star strips, veggie broth, carrots, onion, celery, bay leaves, thyme, sage, dried basil, salt & pepper and then garnished with fresh parsley. i ate more than i wanted, but it was sooo good. i’d say i ate around 550-600 cals, not horrible for an omad tho

i don’t have a cute aesthetic pic of my dinner, but this was before i devoured it. ate before i got high so i wouldn’t eat the whole bowl, ate about half so 395 cals plus a sugar cookie that i made so that’s probs 200ish

my daylist said #edsky vibes

when ur safe food is no longer ur safe food #edsky #caterpillarsky

they aren’t the actual poptart brand , but tbh i really don’t think they’re that bad if you microwave them but i also wouldn’t compare them to the taste of a poptart, they’re def their own food lol

me reaching for another chocolate chip cookie knowing I’ll feel like shit

ope! i’ve been both the fat and skinny one and both bring their own kind of trauma ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

cannot forget about greek yogurt #edsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky