sylvie
@decay4ever.bsky.social
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melancholic alien 👽
melancholic alien 👽
Pinned
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ about me ⋆ ✶⋆.˚
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
i really don’t want to go back to school…i still have no motivation for anything
January 5, 2026 at 10:59 PM
i really don’t want to go back to school…i still have no motivation for anything
getting up to go to IOP everyday makes me miserable
January 5, 2026 at 1:18 PM
getting up to go to IOP everyday makes me miserable
spent all today with my boyfriend, i always feel empty once he leaves
January 5, 2026 at 2:35 AM
spent all today with my boyfriend, i always feel empty once he leaves
it actually wasn’t bad at all!
i’m going to my friend’s birthday party tonight and i don’t want to go be social 😖
January 4, 2026 at 5:04 AM
it actually wasn’t bad at all!
i’m going to my friend’s birthday party tonight and i don’t want to go be social 😖
January 3, 2026 at 10:23 PM
i’m going to my friend’s birthday party tonight and i don’t want to go be social 😖
one important thing to know about me: i am an alien that was given a human body and i was sent to earth to learn about humans
January 3, 2026 at 12:57 AM
one important thing to know about me: i am an alien that was given a human body and i was sent to earth to learn about humans
changing my layout goodbye fluttershy pfp
January 2, 2026 at 11:53 PM
changing my layout goodbye fluttershy pfp
psychiatrist tweaked my meds i hope it works. it better work ASAP bc i have to go back to school next week!
January 2, 2026 at 9:05 PM
psychiatrist tweaked my meds i hope it works. it better work ASAP bc i have to go back to school next week!
helping my dad cook dinner! idk how to cook at all so this is good for me
January 2, 2026 at 12:29 AM
helping my dad cook dinner! idk how to cook at all so this is good for me
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ about me ⋆ ✶⋆.˚
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
January 1, 2026 at 11:35 PM
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ about me ⋆ ✶⋆.˚
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
i hate NYE, i made backwards progress this year and i’m disappointed in myself. i hope next year is better..
January 1, 2026 at 3:49 AM
i hate NYE, i made backwards progress this year and i’m disappointed in myself. i hope next year is better..
i really don’t want to go back to school but i’m so close to having my associates, i have to keep pushing
January 1, 2026 at 1:39 AM
i really don’t want to go back to school but i’m so close to having my associates, i have to keep pushing
nighttime is so difficult, it’s when my SI is the worst
January 1, 2026 at 12:54 AM
nighttime is so difficult, it’s when my SI is the worst
i’m going out to eat with my parents and i might confess that i’m planning on attempting or i might not idk
December 30, 2025 at 11:31 PM
i’m going out to eat with my parents and i might confess that i’m planning on attempting or i might not idk
i might k1ll myself tomorrow night. i don’t want my family to find me but i don’t know how to avoid that.
December 30, 2025 at 11:25 PM
i might k1ll myself tomorrow night. i don’t want my family to find me but i don’t know how to avoid that.
my sister called me “underdeveloped” and my mom said “you’re turning 20, you should be independent by now.” as if i don’t know already thanks
December 30, 2025 at 12:53 AM
my sister called me “underdeveloped” and my mom said “you’re turning 20, you should be independent by now.” as if i don’t know already thanks
i honestly don’t know if i can finish school i don’t know what i’m going to do with my life
December 29, 2025 at 6:09 PM
i honestly don’t know if i can finish school i don’t know what i’m going to do with my life
i’m such a failure, i’m turning 20 in 2 months and i’m more like a 16 year old
December 29, 2025 at 6:05 PM
i’m such a failure, i’m turning 20 in 2 months and i’m more like a 16 year old
i’m starting to have thoughts about the government spying on me again. i’m on an antipsychotic why is this still happening.
December 29, 2025 at 3:55 AM
i’m starting to have thoughts about the government spying on me again. i’m on an antipsychotic why is this still happening.
i’m so scared he’s going to leave me again
December 29, 2025 at 3:50 AM
i’m so scared he’s going to leave me again
i’m at my boyfriend’s parents house for the first time since we got back together and i feel so awkward
December 28, 2025 at 2:18 AM
i’m at my boyfriend’s parents house for the first time since we got back together and i feel so awkward
i can’t stop thinking about killing myself
December 27, 2025 at 12:57 AM
i can’t stop thinking about killing myself
merry christmas!!! ❤️💚
December 25, 2025 at 1:58 PM
merry christmas!!! ❤️💚
i don’t think i’m ever going to get better
December 24, 2025 at 4:36 AM
i don’t think i’m ever going to get better
i want to die to escape having to do anything
December 24, 2025 at 3:57 AM
i want to die to escape having to do anything