freak with ocd convinces itself his Boyfriend is fucking dead

i hate that He gets it all the time. no matter what i say

because like, here i am. triggered again because people think i’m angry so quick when it’s just how i type

i actually do not fucking know if i can walk home.

i’m so good at this. being relaxed was my calling. fido’s right this chill guy shit worked.

i fuck up the easiest shit it’s actually fucking impressive. i had a fucking list. i should’ve put it back in last night i fucking told myself to. i looked at it more than once