Esther | 🔞
dearestesther.bsky.social
Esther | 🔞
@dearestesther.bsky.social
Hiya, I'm Esther! You've found my special corner where I let my gay and lonely thoughts run wild and free!

Main @laebrumme.bsky.social
I think my answer for both comes down to how awful I am at rejection or just being judged. If you aren't chill with me and all my quirks, my brain is going to be more worried about being rejected than anything else (yay trauma)
November 27, 2024 at 10:35 PM
SHUT IT, YOU
November 27, 2024 at 10:18 PM
shut it, you
November 27, 2024 at 10:15 PM
I mean it's not really something to be embarrassed about unless you really think about it for a while. Like if you really sit with it and have that "... wow I'm into all that stuff" realization it can be a little embarrassing
November 27, 2024 at 10:14 PM
29: I would have to guess a solid 3 or 4 hours one time? Had a really shitty night one night and wanted to experiment with how long I could go on my own.

It was exhausting to say the least
November 27, 2024 at 10:13 PM
28: I'm embarrassed of all my kinks to be completely honest. All of them put together creates the subbest sub to ever sub and how can you not be ashamed of that
November 27, 2024 at 10:00 PM
27: literally nothing lmao
November 27, 2024 at 9:53 PM
26: I have a few passing "oh they're neat" kind of things right now but nothing huge I'd say
November 27, 2024 at 7:11 AM
25: honestly yeah, that sounds fun
November 27, 2024 at 6:57 AM
NO UR DOING GREAT ITS OMINOUS IN A GOOD WAY AND ITS SURE AS HELL WORKING
November 27, 2024 at 6:56 AM
Every time you say noted I feel like you’re building a case file on me or something
November 27, 2024 at 6:51 AM
23: I mean, I’ve played a good number of games of D&D in my time?
November 27, 2024 at 6:49 AM
22: i have absolutely no idea.

Somewhat related: I cannot remember my dreams no matter how hard I try. I have not remembered a dream since I’d guess elementary school
November 27, 2024 at 6:48 AM
21: not against trying it necessarily if I can get over my anxiety enough to be in a voice chat in the first place
November 27, 2024 at 6:47 AM
Girl I would go FERAL you have no idea
November 27, 2024 at 6:46 AM
20: I do not trust myself to touch the sex playlist lest I accidentally recreate the Cbat situation
November 27, 2024 at 3:58 AM
19: Not at all. Two entirely different emotions
November 27, 2024 at 3:56 AM
18: probably pretty easy to guess that one. A good majority of the characters I write
November 27, 2024 at 3:55 AM
Nah that makes sense. It’s so much easier to love the things that make someone beautiful when you want them to look beautiful. And vice versa for people you don’t like
November 26, 2024 at 9:55 PM
:(
November 25, 2024 at 10:23 PM
👀
November 25, 2024 at 7:33 PM