day goin GREAT so far… got the office cleaned up and organized so I can be functional in there instead of walking in, immediately screaming, and walking out.

Shop order processing next…

I miss her 😭

hell world

dude I was fighting cricut for the first quarter of my day I hate computer and machine!!!!!

i would go to Furrydelphia if this was the furrydelphia

Potential @furrydelphia.org theme??? hahaha

ty keeks. That means a lot 🥲

special interest emporiums

thank u, maybe that day will come for me eventually. I am still working on letting go of attachment.

an increasingly smaller and smaller part of me still hopes we can reconcile, but I don’t think it will ever happen. At this point, even if he came to me and gave me the best, most genuine apology in the world, I don’t know that I would know what to do with it

I started with a new therapist recently and I totally sympathize w/ this struggle. I was dreading starting fresh, too. It’s annoying, but still helpful to have someone to listen without feeling like a burden on them, even if starting over sucks. I hope you can find a worthwhile therapist.

The major rupture happened in March. Last time we saw each other was in February. I can’t believe it has almost been a year. It does still feel fresh some days. I don’t know if they will ever grasp the true depth of the hurt.

one day I will heal. I will move on.

Evil aura…. 😈

I’m so so sorry for your loss. I lost a sweet boy to kidney disease when he was only 6 years old about 5 years ago now. I still think about him and miss him. It gets easier over time, and the love never leaves. Wishing you the best, and take good care of yourself 💜

I have therapy on Thursday. Maybe I will feel better after that, but usually that’s the spot I talk about OTHER stuff that has been draining me, big wounds, and there just isn’t room there for every day frustrations in that space, It’s the “big stuff” room.

I think I am just going to put the tasks down that are actively making me want to shriek and throw a little tantrum and go outside to the store and put those stickers on. Capacity very low. Maybe Im taking on too much, too fast post sickness. I always feel like I’ve never done enough, regardless!!!

yeah, everyone’s is because the fuckin ghouls in the government want to let the ACA tax credits lapse 🫠 bootstraps, baybee