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deadkingmars.bsky.social
Mars, but to the left
@deadkingmars.bsky.social
25 // he/him // My taste in men is tall, white hair, mildly traumatized, and likely an elf // comms: open! https://merlinart.carrd.co/#
thank you!!!
November 25, 2025 at 10:47 PM
Usually when I go quiet I lose anywhere from 1/4th to 1/3 of my followers, but I'm so relieved to see how many people stay, especially my mutuals. I'm hoping 2026 treats me so much nicer than 2025, and I wish the same for anyone reading! Thank you for sticking around, truly.
November 25, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Now, looming financial crisis because of my job not scheduling me for 2 weeks has thrown me back into doing commissions and working on overdue art, which is a small blessing honestly. I'm going to be posting a lot of my backlog while I'm finishing this batch of art and open comms again here. +
November 25, 2025 at 10:35 PM
On top of all that, I started ADHD meds finally, which for a month straight stole all my creativity from me. I felt so hollow and boring, but it's okay now.
The guilt of having owed art now a year overdue made me shy away from posting any of my art publicly. +
November 25, 2025 at 10:34 PM
I found an apartment, by the sheer grace of the landlord allowing me to make partial payments for all the move-in fees, and a month later my best friend from states away became roommates. I started a new job again with the promise of better pay and more hours, which still has yet to happen. +
November 25, 2025 at 10:33 PM
They did not inform us their gf, who goes to college, was going to be temporarily living there too. I didn't have an apartment by my move-out date and left most my stuff there. The 2 of them proceeded to rifle through my food and belongings and by the end of it tried to hold my stuff hostage. +
November 25, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I managed to find a job quickly enough, but I was due to move out at the end of June and didn't have a new place lined up. The same person who took advantage of me and my roommate, we agreed to move in early under the stipulation they pay their 1/3 split of rent and utilities. +
November 25, 2025 at 10:30 PM
December was full of a lot of irl people and friends going through immense struggles that I tried to help with, which led to me being taken advantage of financially by someone who was homeless at that time. February things calmed down, until April, when I lost my job due to business closure. +
November 25, 2025 at 10:28 PM
I appreciate hearing that, I've only told very few people how stressful it's been, and I know I'll make it through, but it's still nice to have support regardless. Thank you <3
June 5, 2025 at 8:11 AM
losing your job absolutely fucking sucks especially a month before you move -100/10 one of the worst experiences ever
June 5, 2025 at 4:00 AM
I'm so so proud of this look in particular because nearly everything is either hand sewn or crafted from scratch or heavily altered to make a custom piece. This was such a labor of love and I really want to take him to renfaire, and play him in a campaign!
June 1, 2025 at 4:34 PM
As always I appreciate the mutuals and followers that stay, with artfight a month away I hope to be posting more! I have one piece of owed art to finish first, so I want to have that done before July!
May 27, 2025 at 4:25 AM