I just dont direct that at ppl often cuz i dont want to do that, im better.

What if i just stop talking to ppl for a bit

Im tired of ppl being comfortable enough saying shit like “i really wanted to hate you” or “i could date anyone” or “youre a whore” and just thinking im going to brush it off.

Something is broken abt my personality otherwise people would have any sort of consideration for my reaction to what they do or say

Im so tired

“Im with you because you treat me as an individual, but i could be dating anyone”

Am i supposed to be honored, because atm im feeling like youre only with me because i happened to treat u as a person

Y’know its bad when youre regretting saying yes so quickly :3

As much as i like her, if this is what im going to be dealing with its just not worth it

Plus shes kinda shown to me that she doesnt fully understand that telling ppl certain things means they have to now keep what she says in consideration

Which is fine, except when it results in me having to keep 3 ppls wants in mind

Id rather be on my own than be left hanging when i need help

And sure its important to stick together esp in the current political climate, but im just going to be conveniently forgotten abt when things get tough

Same w therian stuff, like i know im an other even with that crowd and its just not worth being around ppl that dont like me

Why do i feel like that? Cuz i know im on my own and am tired of acting like im not