🦷🫀Deadweight🫀🦷
@dead--weight.bsky.social
ED Vent account
He/him
20 years old
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He/him
20 years old
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Intro post:
Deadweight
He/him, also 19 years old.
<16 DNI please
Vent account for disordered eating issues; I support and encourage recovery! I will also vent about other mental issues that I can't put a finger on.
I love old sci-fi, horror, video games, comics, and birds.
-D.W.
Deadweight
He/him, also 19 years old.
<16 DNI please
Vent account for disordered eating issues; I support and encourage recovery! I will also vent about other mental issues that I can't put a finger on.
I love old sci-fi, horror, video games, comics, and birds.
-D.W.
W my stepmom now working evenings and nights and my dad not getting home till the evening I can starve all day till I can't finally have one of my job applications accepted 🎉
#edbsky
#edbsky
October 23, 2025 at 6:05 PM
W my stepmom now working evenings and nights and my dad not getting home till the evening I can starve all day till I can't finally have one of my job applications accepted 🎉
#edbsky
#edbsky
Haven't been able to consistently restrict, I haven't learn how to skip meals in front of people that actually care, and I have a messy love life so I'm gonna stay off this account till I can get this ball rolling again and because consistent again 💀
#edbsky
#edbsky
August 6, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Haven't been able to consistently restrict, I haven't learn how to skip meals in front of people that actually care, and I have a messy love life so I'm gonna stay off this account till I can get this ball rolling again and because consistent again 💀
#edbsky
#edbsky
Alrighty a month of being at my dad's has made me gain around 10lbs so one breakdown later im forcing myself back into this and HARD.
July 20, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Alrighty a month of being at my dad's has made me gain around 10lbs so one breakdown later im forcing myself back into this and HARD.
Going from the most isolated and body image negative side of the family, to living in a family that actually makes sure you eat and feel cared about this late in my life is actually fucking terrifying... YOURE MESSING UP MY DISORDER LET ME SUFFER #edbsky
July 5, 2025 at 10:35 PM
Going from the most isolated and body image negative side of the family, to living in a family that actually makes sure you eat and feel cared about this late in my life is actually fucking terrifying... YOURE MESSING UP MY DISORDER LET ME SUFFER #edbsky
I'm so happy to have a pool and long ass walks because the lack of time to be alone is really annoying
June 27, 2025 at 4:26 PM
I'm so happy to have a pool and long ass walks because the lack of time to be alone is really annoying
Having a family that wants you to relax and be taken care of is terrifying me. QUIT making sure I eat 3 full meals and get snacks. Never going to get used to it. The sooner I get a job the better- anymore weight gain and I will sob.
June 27, 2025 at 4:18 PM
Having a family that wants you to relax and be taken care of is terrifying me. QUIT making sure I eat 3 full meals and get snacks. Never going to get used to it. The sooner I get a job the better- anymore weight gain and I will sob.
Been eating really healthy since I moved back in w my Dad but after this hangover I'm gonna let myself go back to restricting slowly and just yoyo till I get a job over here
June 20, 2025 at 4:29 AM
Been eating really healthy since I moved back in w my Dad but after this hangover I'm gonna let myself go back to restricting slowly and just yoyo till I get a job over here
Do I have a disassociation disorder or did I learn how to daydream so hard I'm now annoying to myself and can't turn it off?
June 10, 2025 at 2:26 PM
Do I have a disassociation disorder or did I learn how to daydream so hard I'm now annoying to myself and can't turn it off?
The situation w my roommate has gotten so bad that I've decided to crash on my dad's couch for a while and not only am I upset to have to resort to this, but I'm realizing I probably won't be able to get away w eating once a day... Like I'll have to eat 3 meals a day and In front of family
June 10, 2025 at 2:21 PM
The situation w my roommate has gotten so bad that I've decided to crash on my dad's couch for a while and not only am I upset to have to resort to this, but I'm realizing I probably won't be able to get away w eating once a day... Like I'll have to eat 3 meals a day and In front of family
Sorry I was gone for a while, I fake recovered and then became a bulimic
May 24, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Sorry I was gone for a while, I fake recovered and then became a bulimic
My roommate keeps saying her "bf" as an ED because he isn't hungry after work sometimes.... Little does she know, wtf when am I going to get accused of an ED
May 3, 2025 at 4:33 PM
My roommate keeps saying her "bf" as an ED because he isn't hungry after work sometimes.... Little does she know, wtf when am I going to get accused of an ED
Spent the entire day on 283cals which is pretty impressive considering I ate most of the kitchen 2 days ago
Tomorrow staying under 400🤞
Tomorrow staying under 400🤞
May 3, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Spent the entire day on 283cals which is pretty impressive considering I ate most of the kitchen 2 days ago
Tomorrow staying under 400🤞
Tomorrow staying under 400🤞
2 melatonin gummies, one serving of Tylenol sore throat medicine, one cup of cold water, and half a cup of cotton candy. If I don't sleep though this cold I shouldn't outlive it
May 2, 2025 at 2:05 AM
2 melatonin gummies, one serving of Tylenol sore throat medicine, one cup of cold water, and half a cup of cotton candy. If I don't sleep though this cold I shouldn't outlive it
Okay but cotton candy is an underrated sweet in this community like you don't even need a full serving to rid the sweet junkie phases
#edbsky
#edbsky
May 2, 2025 at 2:02 AM
Okay but cotton candy is an underrated sweet in this community like you don't even need a full serving to rid the sweet junkie phases
#edbsky
#edbsky
Ik a have a noticeable disassociate disorder of some kind just because of other people saying so, but I definitely don't have a system because I feel like I would have known by now like it develops in childhood n all that. I'm probably daydreaming too hard again and being influenced by imagination
April 30, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Ik a have a noticeable disassociate disorder of some kind just because of other people saying so, but I definitely don't have a system because I feel like I would have known by now like it develops in childhood n all that. I'm probably daydreaming too hard again and being influenced by imagination
Felt like a different person and started eating normally and dropped back down to my usual weight but now the stress of everything is getting to me and I've been itching for a relapse like it's meth. So now that I'm 100 percent sure I will not be influenced by... Uh idk... I'm relapsing!
😮💨🥳
-dw
😮💨🥳
-dw
April 30, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Felt like a different person and started eating normally and dropped back down to my usual weight but now the stress of everything is getting to me and I've been itching for a relapse like it's meth. So now that I'm 100 percent sure I will not be influenced by... Uh idk... I'm relapsing!
😮💨🥳
-dw
😮💨🥳
-dw
Okay so new plan, (ignore my imagination telling me to eat, focus on muscle, ect, ect...) fast for 3 days, eat a meal under 500 cals, fast for another day, slowly add more calories for 3 days, fast one day, then metabolism day, and repeat till I want to give up!
April 9, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Okay so new plan, (ignore my imagination telling me to eat, focus on muscle, ect, ect...) fast for 3 days, eat a meal under 500 cals, fast for another day, slowly add more calories for 3 days, fast one day, then metabolism day, and repeat till I want to give up!
Got access to a scale and found out the weight I gained from "recovery" made me overweight wdym I'm 126lbs??? Like even the number itself pisses me off because it's an even number (don't ask) curse you BMI calculator and your evil words
April 8, 2025 at 10:08 PM
Got access to a scale and found out the weight I gained from "recovery" made me overweight wdym I'm 126lbs??? Like even the number itself pisses me off because it's an even number (don't ask) curse you BMI calculator and your evil words
I haven't been able to smoke/drink/get high(?) for a while and w the stress of everything I relapsed w SH for the first time in years. God it's not the same. Like yeah it's easy to do, but I still have the ability to think and feel every ounce of shame.
April 8, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I haven't been able to smoke/drink/get high(?) for a while and w the stress of everything I relapsed w SH for the first time in years. God it's not the same. Like yeah it's easy to do, but I still have the ability to think and feel every ounce of shame.
Alright new roommate already made me cry, can't wait to move out
April 5, 2025 at 3:03 AM
Alright new roommate already made me cry, can't wait to move out
My roommate grabbed food while I was eating and killed my appetite. She grabbed a container and ate two bites of some moss jelly but I didn't see WHAT WAS IN THE DAMN CONTAINER so now my brain is being evil and a meal that was only 150cals got tossed halfway done
#edbsky
#edbsky
April 4, 2025 at 2:34 PM
My roommate grabbed food while I was eating and killed my appetite. She grabbed a container and ate two bites of some moss jelly but I didn't see WHAT WAS IN THE DAMN CONTAINER so now my brain is being evil and a meal that was only 150cals got tossed halfway done
#edbsky
#edbsky