i am just so so so so fragile. i break and break and break and im held together by the memories and glimpses of love ive felt throughout my life and some days it just is not enough

like im sorry. im sorry. im so sorry i didnt try harder. im sorry even as i get up everyday, every morning i feel as though i have never, not once, been infused with the essence of a human being. i cant exist. i just am. and its in the worst way possible. i just want someone to love me.

like i have never heard so many songs i have never heard before