apologies to my irls on here vent died and i adopted bsky life is generally very good i just dont have any other [outlet] ranow

i really dont want to give [the situation] any more of my energy and that's just that. get it out of the system & i will heal again

every single day i wake up believing im 24 ??? and then im not ???

did figure out a new [somebody] to research/pursue mayhaps which is very interesting but my guides generally advising me to have a good time and connect with my community. light and love and etc

whats worse is that my brain is full of old ocs so it's just spin cycling ancient information

not to consumerism but i want as many lny snake themed things as possible. my time bitch

amendment the concert is in two weeks actually but no tdh ;p (magic city hippies!)

the two current vocal stims in my house are: a) a custom alarm she recorded for me over christmas and b) a video of her going "should i do it ravenous?" and then punching a container of cream