Rose Mauvaise
@darkrose22.bsky.social
Just a young, 29 y/o gender neutral nerd who's trying to figure out how to live in a topsy turvy world. I'm a social butterfly, so feel free to reach out; if you treat me with respect, I promise to do the same <3
I've gotten a new function at work; training starts next week. Let's fucking go!! :) I love when life lets me switch things up a bit
September 24, 2025 at 12:21 PM
I've gotten a new function at work; training starts next week. Let's fucking go!! :) I love when life lets me switch things up a bit
This modern day AI society has me feeling mentally exhausted and depressed. Everyone seems so divided, and everything feels meaningless. I feel like Hystario in Bouken no Beet, right after he loses his buddy Raio
August 31, 2025 at 5:11 PM
This modern day AI society has me feeling mentally exhausted and depressed. Everyone seems so divided, and everything feels meaningless. I feel like Hystario in Bouken no Beet, right after he loses his buddy Raio
Just got laid off because our boss replaced the database with AI (I had to fill in timetables, etc, but that's been automated now). I'm getting really sick and tired of everything being done by AI. How are you supposed to have purpose as a human if you're getting shafted by a bunch of dumb clankers?
August 27, 2025 at 10:38 AM
Just got laid off because our boss replaced the database with AI (I had to fill in timetables, etc, but that's been automated now). I'm getting really sick and tired of everything being done by AI. How are you supposed to have purpose as a human if you're getting shafted by a bunch of dumb clankers?
I'm starting a new job on 1 September. I hope it goes well.
August 24, 2025 at 7:20 PM
I'm starting a new job on 1 September. I hope it goes well.
I'm bored and reckless, so fuck it I'll ask the question:
Does anyone else on this site long for power over others, enjoy intrigue and misdirecting others IRL? Or is that just me? I get a lot of conflicting answers IRL and online, so I'm trying to figure out if I'm an outlier or not.
Does anyone else on this site long for power over others, enjoy intrigue and misdirecting others IRL? Or is that just me? I get a lot of conflicting answers IRL and online, so I'm trying to figure out if I'm an outlier or not.
July 19, 2025 at 8:23 AM
I'm bored and reckless, so fuck it I'll ask the question:
Does anyone else on this site long for power over others, enjoy intrigue and misdirecting others IRL? Or is that just me? I get a lot of conflicting answers IRL and online, so I'm trying to figure out if I'm an outlier or not.
Does anyone else on this site long for power over others, enjoy intrigue and misdirecting others IRL? Or is that just me? I get a lot of conflicting answers IRL and online, so I'm trying to figure out if I'm an outlier or not.
I hope everyone's staying hydrated and cool. This heatwave is insane.
I'm coping, I suppose, apart from some carpal tunnel.
I'm coping, I suppose, apart from some carpal tunnel.
July 1, 2025 at 5:56 PM
I hope everyone's staying hydrated and cool. This heatwave is insane.
I'm coping, I suppose, apart from some carpal tunnel.
I'm coping, I suppose, apart from some carpal tunnel.
I can't wait for the summer to be over. It's too humid here so I'm not getting nearly enough sleep. It's making me feel all emotional, cranky and tired. Ugh.
Also, I keep being stinky lately no matter how much I wash and wear deodorant. Yet another reason I'm not a fan of the summer
Also, I keep being stinky lately no matter how much I wash and wear deodorant. Yet another reason I'm not a fan of the summer
June 22, 2025 at 6:02 AM
I can't wait for the summer to be over. It's too humid here so I'm not getting nearly enough sleep. It's making me feel all emotional, cranky and tired. Ugh.
Also, I keep being stinky lately no matter how much I wash and wear deodorant. Yet another reason I'm not a fan of the summer
Also, I keep being stinky lately no matter how much I wash and wear deodorant. Yet another reason I'm not a fan of the summer
There's a protest near me today, and I'm lowkey tempted to go...
Problem is, I need to save up cash for rent and vacation, so not sure I can afford the trainfare to and fro for the protest. And I'm also a bit stinky and won't have time to shower beforehand...
Might be best to sit this one out?
Problem is, I need to save up cash for rent and vacation, so not sure I can afford the trainfare to and fro for the protest. And I'm also a bit stinky and won't have time to shower beforehand...
Might be best to sit this one out?
June 14, 2025 at 6:54 AM
There's a protest near me today, and I'm lowkey tempted to go...
Problem is, I need to save up cash for rent and vacation, so not sure I can afford the trainfare to and fro for the protest. And I'm also a bit stinky and won't have time to shower beforehand...
Might be best to sit this one out?
Problem is, I need to save up cash for rent and vacation, so not sure I can afford the trainfare to and fro for the protest. And I'm also a bit stinky and won't have time to shower beforehand...
Might be best to sit this one out?
Still jobhunting, and still trying to get the place I volunteer at to hire me and pay me a salary (a girl can dream, can't she?)
I am planning a vacation next month, however. So that's exciting :) Now I just need a job and I'll be a lot less bored
I am planning a vacation next month, however. So that's exciting :) Now I just need a job and I'll be a lot less bored
June 12, 2025 at 8:15 AM
Still jobhunting, and still trying to get the place I volunteer at to hire me and pay me a salary (a girl can dream, can't she?)
I am planning a vacation next month, however. So that's exciting :) Now I just need a job and I'll be a lot less bored
I am planning a vacation next month, however. So that's exciting :) Now I just need a job and I'll be a lot less bored
Depression's been hitting due to medical bills and this current throat infection, so I haven't been eating or washing myself very much lately. I know I smell (friends have told me), but it's hard to care atm. Depression sucks.
I hope everyone is taking care of themselves in these troubled times.
I hope everyone is taking care of themselves in these troubled times.
May 1, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Depression's been hitting due to medical bills and this current throat infection, so I haven't been eating or washing myself very much lately. I know I smell (friends have told me), but it's hard to care atm. Depression sucks.
I hope everyone is taking care of themselves in these troubled times.
I hope everyone is taking care of themselves in these troubled times.
Happy Easter to those who celebrate it
April 19, 2025 at 11:50 AM
Happy Easter to those who celebrate it
Despite getting plenty of sleep (more than I have in ages), I still feel constantly sleepy and tired lately. It's annoying, and I do not know why. I've got some volunteer work interviews coming up this week, so maybe that will help with the fatigue
April 14, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Despite getting plenty of sleep (more than I have in ages), I still feel constantly sleepy and tired lately. It's annoying, and I do not know why. I've got some volunteer work interviews coming up this week, so maybe that will help with the fatigue
Not having a purpose is rather depressing; I've been gaming all day lately while I slowly try and figure out how I fit into the world. I never did manage to adapt to society after Covid happened
March 31, 2025 at 5:55 AM
Not having a purpose is rather depressing; I've been gaming all day lately while I slowly try and figure out how I fit into the world. I never did manage to adapt to society after Covid happened
I am officially moved in and settled now. Tomorrow is my first day back at work, so hopefully I can get a good night's sleep before then. I'm really loving my new home :)
March 16, 2025 at 7:13 PM
I am officially moved in and settled now. Tomorrow is my first day back at work, so hopefully I can get a good night's sleep before then. I'm really loving my new home :)
I just finished moving over all of my boxes and items. I'm tired and sweaty, so I'll need to have a shower soon since I've got a party tonight. But I did it :)
Shower will hopefully go well too. Worst case scenario, I'll wash up at the sink. But I'm quite excited for my new place
Shower will hopefully go well too. Worst case scenario, I'll wash up at the sink. But I'm quite excited for my new place
March 7, 2025 at 1:33 PM
I just finished moving over all of my boxes and items. I'm tired and sweaty, so I'll need to have a shower soon since I've got a party tonight. But I did it :)
Shower will hopefully go well too. Worst case scenario, I'll wash up at the sink. But I'm quite excited for my new place
Shower will hopefully go well too. Worst case scenario, I'll wash up at the sink. But I'm quite excited for my new place
I just received the keys to my new place. I can't wait to GTFO and start fresh :)
March 6, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I just received the keys to my new place. I can't wait to GTFO and start fresh :)
The older I get, the more I realize the appeal of cults. Cults are terrible things (I've been in a few culty discord servers in the past) but that sense of community and belonging really is addictive...I miss it lately. Feels like everyone's so divided of late and like we're losing our place in life
February 10, 2025 at 7:01 PM
The older I get, the more I realize the appeal of cults. Cults are terrible things (I've been in a few culty discord servers in the past) but that sense of community and belonging really is addictive...I miss it lately. Feels like everyone's so divided of late and like we're losing our place in life
I just turned 29. Another year around the sun; I'm honestly grateful I made it so far. Onwards to 30! :)
January 28, 2025 at 9:47 AM
I just turned 29. Another year around the sun; I'm honestly grateful I made it so far. Onwards to 30! :)
The Ancient Greeks (Herodotus in particular) believed that no man can escape his/her Fate; no matter how much you struggle, what will be, will be. When I was a teenager, I doubted this. But, now that I'm older, I find myself wondering if they were right. Especially considering the world's state atm.
January 27, 2025 at 6:53 PM
The Ancient Greeks (Herodotus in particular) believed that no man can escape his/her Fate; no matter how much you struggle, what will be, will be. When I was a teenager, I doubted this. But, now that I'm older, I find myself wondering if they were right. Especially considering the world's state atm.
Ever since Christmas 2024, I've been feeling bitter and misanthropic. All the hatred online and IRL lately against minorities, LGBTQ, etc. is getting to me. I've been avoiding people and neglecting hygiene because of it. I feel like Purty Boy Floyd from Grapes of Wrath tbh.
I hope everyone's OK.
I hope everyone's OK.
January 27, 2025 at 1:30 PM
Ever since Christmas 2024, I've been feeling bitter and misanthropic. All the hatred online and IRL lately against minorities, LGBTQ, etc. is getting to me. I've been avoiding people and neglecting hygiene because of it. I feel like Purty Boy Floyd from Grapes of Wrath tbh.
I hope everyone's OK.
I hope everyone's OK.