I’m not ready to wake up either but here we are lol

Ohhhh yeah for sure 🫠🫠

I want to set boundaries so much, I have the right to…but then my people pleaser self can’t stick to it.. 😩😩

I thought this year would be easier. I got my parents to agree with alternating holidays moving forward but then they come back with some guilt tripping comments..it sucks being a people pleaser for sure. I have to break at some point, right? 🤦‍♀️

I finally have hope and positivity moving forward. Here is to getting back to feeling good 💪🏼

my self-esteem as well. I felt like I was losing a lot of my progress that I have made and was very disheartened. It felt good to finally be able to actually go back into the gym and work out even though it was a short one it’s better than nothing.

She finally gave me the greenlight yesterday of workouts I can do without causing further injury. I got to go back to the gym today on my lunch break for the first time and it was just so emotional for me because I have missed it so much. It has really helped me mentally and with

stranger one day and then plan to hang out?! lol what the heck…it went well but I feel like I was being judged for what I was saying.. I have never been more self aware than I was tonight because I want to make a good impression and make more friends..idk I just feel weird 🫠

through other friends or a shared event of some sort..she’s really nice and we have a lot in common but I felt like I was on a date even though that’s obviously not the case..it was just a different experience for me..like is this how I make friends now? Just randomly talk to a