Iniisip ko nalang minsan na "what if umalis nalang ako?" or "what if mag-AWOL ako?" Kaso sayang naman, nagsimula na ako, di ko pa ituloy?

Hinihintay ko nalang talaga na may ipalit sila sa akin o akong magpapalit saakin kapag may nakita na ako deserve na maging kapalit ko(7/7)

I have zero knowledge kung ano ba ang dapat ginagawa ko as production manager. No experience, knowledge, or even idea. (6/?)

I learn everything from the scratch. I learned what I should do all on my own. I learned everything from zero. And yk what? Hindi naman ito yung trabahong ineexpect ko when I applied for this position eh(5/?)

I also don't who should I ask if kanino o saan ako magbabase ng gagawin ko kasi wala akong mapagtanungan, wala akong source, and mas lalong wala akong network. Yet, nasa position ako wherein I should have a source, a network and someone na mapagtatanungan (4/?)

Nakikimkim ko nalang lahat. I don't even know kung kanino magtatanong if okay ba yung ginagawa ko knowing na what I'll receive is not affirmation pero criticism kung ano talaga dapat ginawa ko instead of that and what I lack after doing something (3/?)

It's like, whatever I do, whether I give my best or worst, it's still the worst.

Samahan mo pa na yung communication skills ko is sobrang baba, I can't even control my emotions and maintain professionalism habang dry-run because of disappointment (2/?)

Dahil short notice, hindi available ang ideal casts ko for the script. So I have to settle for less, and I have to settle with the disappointing results🥲