Madeleine
@dancingalong.bsky.social
I try a little bit too hard, and I take things a little too seriously, but I'm as honest as I know how to be. Doctor of Physical Therapy. Young Widow.
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Madeleine
@dancingalong.bsky.social
· Jan 24
If you haven’t realized yet this account is 60% my Grief Journal, 30% true crime, and 10% random shit.
why is “the next right thing” from frozen2 so grief heavy and relatable??? like i need disney to chill out because I shouldn’t be sobbing over this on a wednesday night.
November 27, 2025 at 5:08 AM
why is “the next right thing” from frozen2 so grief heavy and relatable??? like i need disney to chill out because I shouldn’t be sobbing over this on a wednesday night.
I love my small cat and sweet doggo very much, but I need them to calm the fuck down right now. We are not doing great over here.
November 5, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I love my small cat and sweet doggo very much, but I need them to calm the fuck down right now. We are not doing great over here.
Grief life has only solidified my hatred of breakfast foods. Give me leftovers any morning.
November 4, 2025 at 4:47 PM
Grief life has only solidified my hatred of breakfast foods. Give me leftovers any morning.
Is it the early darkness, the Covid+flu shot, or is it the extra meds after therapy that are making me crash at 6:45?
November 4, 2025 at 1:46 AM
Is it the early darkness, the Covid+flu shot, or is it the extra meds after therapy that are making me crash at 6:45?
you don’t get to tell me about sad
November 2, 2025 at 5:50 AM
you don’t get to tell me about sad
“I love you, it’s ruining my life” is a totally different vibe when you’re thinking about a dead husband instead of an ex-boyfriend.
May 15, 2025 at 3:33 PM
“I love you, it’s ruining my life” is a totally different vibe when you’re thinking about a dead husband instead of an ex-boyfriend.
All I want is a massive salad to appear in front of me right now.
May 12, 2025 at 9:12 PM
All I want is a massive salad to appear in front of me right now.
We are soon arriving at the “my weighted blanket is too hot but my anxiety is too high not to have it” season.
May 11, 2025 at 4:25 PM
We are soon arriving at the “my weighted blanket is too hot but my anxiety is too high not to have it” season.
unexpected TSwift dance-scream-cry party in my kitchen. come hang if you’re miserable and no one even knows it
May 11, 2025 at 2:28 AM
unexpected TSwift dance-scream-cry party in my kitchen. come hang if you’re miserable and no one even knows it
No *you’re* watching a 4-day 250mile ultramarathon live stream for no reason
May 7, 2025 at 2:29 AM
No *you’re* watching a 4-day 250mile ultramarathon live stream for no reason
The cat is literally in my lap and I swear I saw her coming out of the bedroom in the corner of my eye. Y’all I think I need to give in and take the sleepy pills again.
March 15, 2025 at 7:58 PM
The cat is literally in my lap and I swear I saw her coming out of the bedroom in the corner of my eye. Y’all I think I need to give in and take the sleepy pills again.
I took my pills and rebraided my hair, so I’m calling it a night.
March 14, 2025 at 5:00 AM
I took my pills and rebraided my hair, so I’m calling it a night.
This is my accountability post that I will take all my meds tonight
March 5, 2025 at 5:20 AM
This is my accountability post that I will take all my meds tonight
And taking meds because the hypomania is setting in hard
March 4, 2025 at 5:48 AM
And taking meds because the hypomania is setting in hard
Massive anxiety on a Monday night means playing with all the plants, finding presents to send to friends, and dancing in the kitchen.
March 4, 2025 at 5:47 AM
Massive anxiety on a Monday night means playing with all the plants, finding presents to send to friends, and dancing in the kitchen.
I would like 75 tacos, a rainstorm, and a Taylor Swift concert
March 3, 2025 at 11:54 PM
I would like 75 tacos, a rainstorm, and a Taylor Swift concert
Semi regular reminder that therapy/therapists are amazing.
March 3, 2025 at 9:01 PM
Semi regular reminder that therapy/therapists are amazing.
I was half asleep and the cat jumped up on the bed just hard enough that I thought maybe C was coming to bed.
March 3, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I was half asleep and the cat jumped up on the bed just hard enough that I thought maybe C was coming to bed.
Doing my hair in braids most days over the last week has reminded me how freaking long it is. When I can accidentally tuck my hair into my pants it’s probs long.
March 3, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Doing my hair in braids most days over the last week has reminded me how freaking long it is. When I can accidentally tuck my hair into my pants it’s probs long.
WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO MANAGE EVERYONE ELSES GRIEF
March 2, 2025 at 4:11 AM
WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO MANAGE EVERYONE ELSES GRIEF
feeling a lot of kinds of sad and bad tonight so i’m gonna medicate and try to pretend this isn’t real
March 2, 2025 at 4:00 AM
feeling a lot of kinds of sad and bad tonight so i’m gonna medicate and try to pretend this isn’t real
Dear Specific Person, it is not being passive aggressive to decide I will no longer be the person who always reaches out. It is setting an expectation that YOU do some of the emotional labor.
February 28, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Dear Specific Person, it is not being passive aggressive to decide I will no longer be the person who always reaches out. It is setting an expectation that YOU do some of the emotional labor.
My new method of feeding myself seems to be “make the food the second it sounds good and make a lot of it because that’s the only meal for the day”
February 28, 2025 at 9:22 PM
My new method of feeding myself seems to be “make the food the second it sounds good and make a lot of it because that’s the only meal for the day”
kitty does a relax
February 28, 2025 at 3:14 AM
kitty does a relax
I’m NOT going to be impulsive and respond to a thing tonight. I will wait until tomorrow after I’ve had some sleep. I promise.
February 28, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I’m NOT going to be impulsive and respond to a thing tonight. I will wait until tomorrow after I’ve had some sleep. I promise.