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damnsheep.bsky.social
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@damnsheep.bsky.social
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34, she/her, queer | 18+ only

doodling whatever I want | crafting | rambling
Mediocre at a lot of things! But that's okay.

every day is a fine day to punch a n*zi
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damnsheep.bsky.social
On my fucking way
September 13, 2025 at 7:33 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
Love you too ❤️
September 13, 2025 at 7:15 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
What's your temp like though lol
September 13, 2025 at 7:14 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
you gonna send me some bread too or nah?
September 13, 2025 at 6:34 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
Maybe 1000T. Found it, here it is from the ground level
screencap of a shot from google maps showing a Thunderbolt 1000 series alert siren I'm super neurotypical...
August 23, 2025 at 4:28 AM
damnsheep.bsky.social
I noticed a Thunderbolt...1003? last time I drove up to her house but today I was mostly trying to stay alive. IDK everyone drives like shit since covid. So I guess I'm gonna maps my way up the highway til I find it.
August 23, 2025 at 4:15 AM
damnsheep.bsky.social
That sirenhead sound still gets toted as a broken siren when it's just one of the preset tones of electronic sirens. If you're in the right spot in Chicago you might hear it, but they have other tones as well, and Cook County is full of... all of the variants. Not literally, but damn.
August 23, 2025 at 4:08 AM
damnsheep.bsky.social
I doubled my trazodone and finally slept til morning, I feel better.

Been on 100mg before so this wasn't like, scary extra dose, since I'm on 50mg now, just the old dose.
July 26, 2025 at 10:19 AM
damnsheep.bsky.social
I need to ground myself, drink a bunch of water, and try to sleep.
July 25, 2025 at 7:57 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
Anyway I have been gathering items of mine I'd let go of, and just suddenly doubting it. I know I had reason when laying this out, so this is exhaustion speaking, I think, with a touch of ever-present anxiety.

Plus I stack things tall, I could fill a larger space that isn't so...looming.
July 25, 2025 at 7:51 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
We're either looking at a smaller house or something decently-sized but out in the sticks.

We also have four generations of stuff in this house (gr grandparents, grandparent, Dad, me). We gotta get rid of some of it, but like... this place I found that is bigger than here, it'd be empty?
July 25, 2025 at 7:42 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
There's a huge thing of ageism running rampant through Dad's field of work, throw in the shitshow of this country leading to so much uncertainty, he's applied to 185 places...some interviews, but no offers. We're running out of time in this house and I can't do much to help, because I am A Failure.
July 25, 2025 at 7:40 PM
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Photograph of a sketchbook page filled with pencil drawings, expressing my frustration with anatomy. This starts off with a mutated Really Cool S that everyone drew back in school. Even the S is wrong. The page is filled with drawings focusing mainly on stretched and squashed torsos with strange positioning and shapes of pectorals and abs. There's a nice hand with some scary spindly fingers, a cute stylized face of some dude, and some stylized bear faces on the left near the bottom. On the bottom right is a monster that was definitely drawn based largely on the shape of the dragons in Skyrim, but this monster has a large square head and twisted arms. I kinda like this monster. Continuing, this is mostly just a large, squat character with super stubby fingers that really work in a stylized way. The foot, in contrast, is just an oval with circle toes drawn on. Continuing. In the top left are hands with a bizarre wrist joint and strange fingers, the hands are spread flat with the short thumb facing totally backward form the fingers. There's another hand with short phalanges below this. To the right I have circles creating the impression of a deltoid, bicep, and pecs. Beneath this there's a character loosely inspired by this deltoied-focused piece, while combining the hands from the left. The character has four sets of nipples in odd places and their leg turns into abstract shapes. There are drawings to the left featuring pectorals/breasts with duplicative hanging breasts beneath them and short torsos. Slightly cut off, but on the bottom is a vulva with a penis instead of a clitoris and a cervix positioned above the penis. The penis under externally exposed cervix is a concept that haunts me for reasons I don't know.
July 25, 2025 at 2:33 PM
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Photograph of a sketchbook page with pencil drawings where I express my anatomical frustration. This one has a horse figure with varying states of upper arm - nonexistent, very short, slightly less short. The wrist leads into a very long 'hand' portion complete with thumb, but hoof instead of fingers. There's a more complete character drawing on the right. Continuing. Pure genitalia stuff where things are in the wrong place. There are some penis drawings to the left, and a lot of bizarre butt shapes next to it, and toward the right is a duo of penises with an anus between the penis and scrotum. Continuing anatomical frustration and genital focus. On top and slightly cut off is a figure with an enormous penis instead of abdomen. Beneath this is a tube-like penis with the suggestion that it passes masses through it when in action. Beneath this on the left is a vulva that includes an anus within the labia minora (rather exaggerated), and to the right is another penis with an anus between the penis and scrotum. Further right is a penis coming out of an anus, 'upside down' to the scrotum next to it. Beneath this is an upside down penis with testicles part of the way up the shaft - I think they're testicles, I don't even know anymore. To the right is a scrotum with a sheath- or anus-like orifice in it.
July 25, 2025 at 2:21 PM
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Photograph of a sketchbook page that is occupied by anatomical nonsense. There's a monster at the top with its arms behind it, the arm being stylized but reading fairly okay, but the rest of its body being flowy lines that suggest anatomy. I don't really know how to explain what's going on to the monster's right, it's a lot of shapes with navel, arms, weird torso stuff and partial legs. On the bottom left is another monstrous figure sans head with six pectorals, ten abdominal muscles, three navels, and nonsensical legs. To the right of that is a hand with an exceptionally long and extra jointed thumb with an index finger with a singular phalange, and to the right of that is a...weird arm. Continuing the nonsense but getting a bit more genital focused. There's a penis in three angles at the top, somewhat triangular cross-section and an extra set of testicles. Next to it is a vulva with an anus instead of vaginal opening, and to the right of that is a butt with vulva-anus positioned very far back. Beneath this on the left is a bizarre figure with a nonsensical face, muscles oriented incorrectly, and the muscle fibers being excessive - its torso is also heavily distorted, and its legs are very thick. To the right of this is the back of a humanoid shape with a butt with no crease, instead having a random anus placed on its circular shape and a penis and scrotum above the anus, closer to the back. Further to the right is a torso of a strange character. Its shoulders fall onto its chest, which is the shape of a scrotum. It has a high navel right under the ribcage, a secondary orifice further down leading into another scrotum, and then a butt underneath with an additional scrotum hanging from it with a massive sheath-like orifice in it. On the bottom is a female figure squatting with an additional portion added to the legs, a short torso, and nipples that are aimed to the sky. To the right of this is a pair of legs with something I'm not sure of, odd vulva and anus in the front? then to the right of this is another figure with an upside down vulva on its butt. Further right is another similar leggy figure but with a penis, showing an anus just beneath the scrotum. I hated writing this! Continuing, massive hulking figure with cartoonish proportions - a tiny head and massive shoulders, little legs - with a downcurved penis just beneath its navel
July 25, 2025 at 2:15 PM
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Photo of a sketchbook page with pencil drawings exhausting my obsession with anatomy. Features a weird character at the top with a bizarre arm (and drooling penis), a doodle to the bottom left with all sorts of broken things including a butt with no cheeks, a swapped iteration of that to the right where there are cheeks under a navel, and some freaky hands. Continuing series of obsession with anatomy, features bizarre muscle groups at the top including how I used to draw upper legs, strange faces below that, and super high nipples on off pecs. There's one stylized face at the bottom of some character that has some freaky saiyan hair Continuing series of anatomical nonsense, one stylized mostly okay figure occupies most of the page, with some doodle beneath of connections from the arm and shoulder into chest. To the right is a torso with too many navels stuffed between muscle grouping and a very 'wiggly' penic and balls, and then a torso and legs with missing leg portions, shortened torso, and more soft genitalia
July 25, 2025 at 2:04 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
(I'm recycling but might use some as kindling)
July 25, 2025 at 1:52 PM
damnsheep.bsky.social
this ended up manifesting in pages in my sketchbooks being full of complete nonsense while I work through those feelings. So uh, here's a thread while I shred and burn stuff.
July 25, 2025 at 1:51 PM
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"I'll pick up these 3"x3" canvases from this resale store and maybe do something silly on them!"
My hands:
a man in a suit is holding a bottle of water
Alt: why am I putting alt text on a gif - this guy from this show I don't watch is trying to drink from a bottle of water but his hands are shaking so badly that the water is spilling everywhere and all over him
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June 24, 2025 at 2:29 AM