thank you to everyone who was here while i was active. for making me smile simply just by existing. you’re all awesome and i hope you get everything you want in life and more <3
daily cyn out, (probably) for real this time.

that i could’ve ever asked for in the beginning of it. i still wont get into my personal life here, but life is hard and getting harder and unfortunately i can’t dedicate all my time to a gimmick account like i could’ve a few years ago. which sucks. but that’s how life works, yeah?

mayb one day the daily posts will start up again. or maybe they won’t. who knows. the future is not promised or set in stone. shrugs.

i feel like most. if not all of u. probably don’t care. both abt me not posting AND my problems. which i don’t care regardless. cuz we’re all strangers looking at eachother from behind screens. it doesn’t matter. but i guess i always feel a need to explain myself even when it’s not warranted.

and in the end it’s not even working out. LMFAO. genuinely might just like. abandon this account or something. this is the first time i’ve touched bluesky since the last post i made. i can’t open this site because it feels like i’m just letting everyone down. and it sucks. it sucks realllyyyy bad.

and i mean. for a bit. it did. but after a while it just felt like another burden on my shoulders. another chore. like keeping my room clean and going to work and making art for people. it sucks. i wanted this account for my own comfort and a community space so i actually felt like i had a purpose

i’m gonna b so fr. i started this account right after possibly the worst thing in my life happened, i thought it would make it better. cyn has always been a comfort to me. from the moment i laid eyes on her. i thought making an account where i got to see her every day would make it better for me

genuinely the only socials i am active on are insta, discord, and toyhouse 💔 i have profiles everywhere and only use a few LMAO

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