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i will always find you
tell me he savors your glory, does he laugh the way i did?
is this a part of your story? one that i had never lived
maybe one day, you'll feel lonely
and in his eyes, you'll get a glimpse
maybe you'll start slipping slowly
and find me again
November 23, 2025 at 7:32 AM
I want that too, there are just moments where i am reminded more than usual that I dont have that, and it hurts
November 15, 2025 at 9:51 PM
the distance between us now might be for the best, sungirl, for if i saw you again before me, i don't know what i'd do

how can i react seeing someone i long for so close to me, yet still so far away
November 13, 2025 at 10:41 PM
I dreamt of you again

that place between asleep and awake, where you can still remember dreams, that's where I'll be waiting
November 13, 2025 at 2:38 PM
i both wish I could see you and dont think i could bear it
November 13, 2025 at 12:31 AM
i hope it works out for us too

time just seems to grow us more and more distant, but maybe that's what we need for now, everything happens for a reason, right...

even just talking here, not directly but a roundabout way, it just reminds me of what could have been
November 12, 2025 at 11:47 PM
opening your stories has been a gamble for me

I want to keep up, but sometimes I am reminded of a reality that is not mine to know

I am selfishly glad to have known merely the taste of that reality even still, but it is still a reminder of a lie, no matter how glad I am that I lived it with you
November 12, 2025 at 9:30 PM
maybe it will get better, maybe it won't, maybe it will be me, maybe it won't

ive felt and seen that hope can only go so far

the door may forever be opened, yet never walked through
November 12, 2025 at 9:28 PM
I just wish it was me
November 12, 2025 at 9:12 PM
its hard to believe anything in my mind now, I have lied to myself for so long, I dont know what I believe anymore
November 12, 2025 at 9:06 PM
truthfully, ive been feeling these emotions every day, and its hard to really put into words because of that, since it's so normal for me now

and ive only gotten worse with telling my emotions because I tried to do so with my dad and it just ended up worse
November 12, 2025 at 9:05 PM
I wont stop hurting, because with every couple i see, with every small gesture and moment I see others have, I always wish I had you
November 12, 2025 at 8:57 PM
I dont want you to hurt anymore :( especially not because of me

ive done so much wanting, but im still in the same place, and if anything I feel worse about where I am in life

I feel like everywhere I go, I leave a trail of ruin behind, even within myself
November 12, 2025 at 8:55 PM
it will hurt less as time goes on

the longer time flows, the more it reveals the truth, no matter how much it's denied

this i have learned, for both good and for bad

I hope you, at least, can hurt less
November 10, 2025 at 8:19 PM
you're probably earning more than me then haha

and it's doing a job you actually want to do and is in the field you want to be, right? so like basically the only thing that would make it better is being full time and you get the benefits as if you were that anyway

👏
November 7, 2025 at 1:38 PM
THAT'S AMAZING :,) will you be doing two jobs then or just the one?
November 6, 2025 at 7:55 PM
was at a career convention this whole weekend, so i didnt even get to celebrate for yet another year...

they didnt even have that many full time opportunities either :/

found a company i am really excited to work for, basically perfect for me I think maybe, but we'll see...
November 2, 2025 at 12:34 AM
Im glad you felt great with the interview, i hope you get in :)

and great costume, you're gonna solve some good mysteries and cases..
October 31, 2025 at 9:48 PM
yet on this cold night I am not there to warm you...
October 30, 2025 at 3:20 AM
I long for you, I wish I had you
October 29, 2025 at 7:39 PM
dont I know the feeling... I wish I could warm you up under some blankets and some cuddles :,(
October 29, 2025 at 3:04 PM
did you have a bad day today? :( tell me about it, even a little
October 27, 2025 at 11:03 PM
growing up is strange when the one who's to blame
is looking at the mirror
wish that you were here
October 24, 2025 at 1:54 PM
if I could choose where I'd be in my final moments, it would be by your side, for I would want to die how I lived best
October 23, 2025 at 2:30 PM
I wish I could see you and talk to you again
October 20, 2025 at 12:56 AM