I cant seem to get away from it the fact im still holding on....i still miss them i do...and i know i do....i remember all the good memories ive had and i cherish just hurts not seeing them here...now their gone cuz i fucked up i sit thru the pain but hey...everything comes at a price right?

You ever just sit there....and feel like somethings missing....i have....and ive paid the price for it...

Why cant i just be left to die alone......

Will i ever be the same.....