also im not doing this study, i just did, had a brainfart

and i want to draw more of mirian and soohee 👍

WHATEVER ENDING THIS WALL TEXT

i like drawing extreme/unhinged stuff, but I will start to put less effort on it, i want to focus on drawing my characters or characters that I find interesting

i want to sketch stuff that even if its something simple, it **sells** whatever that character is

i dont mind extreme/unhinged commissions, but I feel like sometimes, after doing too much of this stuff, I start to lack creativity, lack artistic expression

and i need to balance things before I get burnt out of doing what i like, which is illustrating characters+

anw, its not like you should care about that, and its not like im sad, anxious or anything, its just a thought that i want to vent out before it turns into an actual anxiety or stress

and if you read everything here, specially if you're a friend or client:

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and the last thing is, I don't like to draw that much of extreme/unhinged nsfw content, being more specific, I don't mind drawing it, but most of the time, it starts to get uninteresting, like i'm doing the same thing over and over again, and that the characters are irrelevant to what im doing+

and i realized that I don't actually like my own artstyle. And again, it's not an insecurity thought, it's more like I've studied too much stuff that wasn't what I actually wanted to do, and it indirectly put me in a path that i didnt want to follow, without realizing+

it isn't like i ONLY dislike what i'm drawing, but instead, it's a little bit of both what I'm doing and HOW i'm doing it. Also, im not complaining neither ranting, i'm just venting out cuz sometimes i need to do it, anw

and last week, ive been seeing some other artists illustrations+

ive realized that i spend too much time overdetailing my illustrations, which is mostly a "newbie" problem that some artists have

but what is kinda different with me, is that I only over detail the illustration when I'm not feeling like drawing it+

the ratio

DAMN

there was a patch that it was almost impossible to get healed because of the amount of anti heal you got on the game, so it was just better to have a bunch of HP and resistance lol

but generally speaking, deadlock has dota 2 game design, which healers aren't actual healers, but instead, utility characters, so healing is extremely weak and any kind of healing in the game is extremely nerfed

But Deadlock is a hero shooter lol

The difference is that Deadlock is focused on its moba aspect, which is a strategy game, while overwatch and marvel rivals are tactical arcade games, so it is focused on fast paced combat

there is 5 gym clothes she will have, already have all of them sketched, i'm not bothering doing anything polished for a while, until i actually have a lot of free time to work on the game

if anyone wants to see sketches from other characters or different outfits from soohee, let me know :D