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cyd
@cydandelions.bsky.social
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over 30, queer, he/him or they/them (il/le ou elle/la)
ot7 army, casually into several other k-pop groups & soloists
rpf reader & writer, courtyard_dandelions on ao3
eng (native), fr (intermédiaire), 한 (중급)

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omg, of course i stayed up all night doing non-bangtan shit on the day they came back and missed the live 😭

comforting myself with the knowledge that joon and i have similar taste in rilke lines, this poem was one of two marked with a physical object in my copy when i took it off the shelf today
Photo of a page from Rilke's Book of Hours: Love Poems to God (the translation by Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy). The poem is number I, 59, and reads: God speaks to each of us as he makes us, then walks with us silently out of the night. These are the words we dimly hear: You, sent out beyond your recall, go to the limits of your longing. Embody me. Flare up like flame and make big shadows I can movie in. Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final. Don't let yourself lose me. Nearby is the country they call life. You will know it by its seriousness. Give me your hand.
January 17, 2026 at 12:24 AM
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card four, how i think yoongi actually is: three of swords
Photo of the card, which features a heart floating in the sky and pierced from above by three swords.
December 28, 2025 at 7:26 AM
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card three, how i think namjoon actually is: the tower (models' pronouns: he/him)
Photo of the card, which features an illustration of lightning striking a stone tower and two people falling from it.
December 28, 2025 at 7:26 AM
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card two, how i think yoongi seems to namjoon: temperance (model's pronouns: they/them)
Photo of the card, which features an illustration of a figure standing with one foot on grass and the other on water. In the context of the deck, the imagery indicates the figure is an angel, or something like one. They are holding two goblets and pouring something from one into the other.
December 28, 2025 at 7:26 AM
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card one, how i think namjoon seems to yoongi: queen of swords (model's pronouns: she/her)
Photo of the card, which features an illustration of a person sitting on a throne and holding a sword in one hand with the blade pointing up. Her other hand is open and outstretched.
December 28, 2025 at 7:26 AM
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thread to illustrate my comment on chapter 14 of Verified Amateurs [ONLINE NOW] (one of my very favorite namgi fics, by @beebalmff.bsky.social )
Photo of four cards from the Queer Tarot (by Ashley Molesso & Chess Needham) laid out on a blanket in two rows of two. The deck is a brightly-colored reinterpretation of the Rider-Waite-Smith deck.
December 28, 2025 at 7:26 AM
cydandelions.bsky.social
found out JUST LEAVE A COMMENT FEST had started a bit late to read a whole 20k fic, so i commented on this one i'd already read and loved but hadn't commented on yet (so the fest was a welcome push!)

recommending for those into namgi and/or classical music! #btsficrecs

ao3.org/works/50485711
Screenshot of the title, author, and summary of the bts fic "you turned my page" by loquaciousEscapist on Archive Of Our Own. Summary reads: "Every time Namjoon leans in to turn the page, Yoongi has to actively try not to look at his hand; every time he stands up from his seat, Yoongi has to prevent himself from inhaling as he tries to determine what it is that Namjoon’s smells of. It’s a good job Namjoon's as good at page turning as he is, because it means Yoongi has a little bit of extra brain processing space left to stop himself from ending their rehearsal right then and there by asking Namjoon to take him home." Or, Yoongi needs a sheet music page turner for an upcoming performance. Screenshot of the tags and other data for the fic "you turned my page" on AO3. Info I think one may most want to know before deciding whether to follow the link is that it is rated Explicit and No Archive Warnings Apply. It's a complete, one-chapter fic of nearly 30,000 words, and it's not a/b/o (which I'm only mentioning because I feel like the summary might make some wonder). Also feels important to mention that in this fic, Yoongi is a pianist and Namjoon is a flautist (which means he plays the flute).
August 5, 2025 at 8:13 AM