Got manipulated into adding one of the parental units back.
Just so the same hands that attacked me can surveillance me.

I feel like I'm going insane. They constantly control me with guilt.

Yeah, I refunded them. I'm pretty sure they blocked me, tho. Lmfao, I always wish I kept my composure. Even though they were inappropriate and telling me things about their private life. I was 100% lonely at the time, so I allowed it. Ugh.

I do da creative freedom stuff now. But a couple of years ago, I had someone crash out on me to the point I flipped out back, lol. So I'm always thinking about that, I just want to avoid that ever happening again. Idk, it probably wouldn't happen if I didn't learn everything da hard way

I don't know either, LOL! Probably become a mortician or coroner. But i gotta get some stuff sorted before I go 2 school.
I'm actually fine with the commissions & enjoyed the work in 22-23. I do think of it as a collaborative thing, I think i just had a couple of bad experiences with customers.

No one even likes to talk about art anymore. No one's interested in communicating with each other through it anymore.

Lmfao, I'm so depressed

They won't just*

Yeah, I wanted art and music to be a career, in my wildest dreams

Even when people commission me. They just let me paint it how I want. Why even pay a specific artist if you just want the same-old-same-old.

I wish it had normal app

I miss LiveJournal 😢

Shut the fuck up

I want to get some weights and a sandbag in the future too~ ❤️

I've been walking every day with my partner since December last year
and I can definitely see and feel a difference!