Improves or long covid starts seeing treatment plans that can lead to improvement and getting a semblance of my old passions back in return!

Anyway- this isn’t goodbye forever. This is just a “see ya later”.

Thanks for following and continuing to support me throughout the years ❤️

And continue to be creative while I feel forced to stay in place and be left behind. The few MOCing sessions I’ve done over the last 4 years have been painful and full of discomfort due to my condition.

And I WANT to build and enjoy the hobby again, but I can’t. Hopefully down the line, my health

Years - since my COVID infection- have shifted massively. Lego hasn’t been on my priority list for a long time especially next to the reality of living with long covid.

I’ve grown resentful seeing posts of MOCs and I recognize that’s not healthy. The rest of the Bionicle community gets to move on

Sounds super dramatic and I hope I am wrong and just coming off being a drama queen rofl. But for real- I feel fucked. A simple cold does me in- all this talk about bird flu or another covid infection or some other horrible disease? I’m a goner.

The only person who is effectively boned on another pandemic or rise of diseases we about eliminated when we were actually not a nation full of fucking conspiracy theorists.

I feel like I have to come to terms with a very real possibility that I may not live through the next 4 years.

I know that

I’m doing A LOT better than a week or two ago don’t get me wrong. But I don’t have energy for anything. I do my remote job and then sleep pretty much. Haven’t even been gaming.

It sounds like depression, but it’s not. I’m vibing- but mitochondrial is fucked up so who tf knows ahaha.

I’ve learned from Twitter that people will find literally any reason to bitch over anything- ESPECIALLY gamers.

Dealing with it about as well as anyone else in the country. Except I’m crippled and immunocompromised so I couldn’t actively participate in protests anyway. I just have to sit and see what happens next.

It’s disgusting it’s gotten to this point. Still pissed Kamala didn’t win.

Dude I don’t even buy games at $60 let alone much more than that ahaha. Shit’s gotta be on sale nowadays before I even entertain the thought.

The GoFundMe for Tobias is not at the mercy of a character limit- like I am here + battling my mush brain.

ME/CFS is a devastating multisystem illness that has lower quality of life than cancer, organ failure, and MS to name a few. It is incomprehensible. It is Living Death.

I would like to take this moment to shine a light on someone else who has very severe ME/CFS and is to the point where their country has approved euthanizing them. Tobias has one last hope of seeking treatment and living. Please read more here:

www.gofundme.com/f/help-save-...

I am 90% bedbound at this point. The pain I feel is seeped into my joints. I have a hard time with light and sound again. Processing large amount of texts on screen is difficult. My brain is getting closer to being jello. The fatigue is brutal- but sleeping allows escapism and time to past.