that's true!!! just walking more than I do now would be an improvement, I haven't really thought about it that way 😅 thank you very much

gah not at all. he's nearly a year and a half and I'm just... still not over it. i love him sm but having to consider an extra person every time I want to do anything ever is so exhausting

i could try pacing but the baby is going to think we're playing a game and he's gonna make it exceptionally hard for me to actually walk 😮‍💨 I'll figure something out lol 😅

maybe I find some good pilates videos or something :) I think that'd Def be a good type of exercise to maximize a short workout!

idk I've just never been able to keep up with pacing just inside, I lose my mind from the boredom. I used to avg 20-35k steps a day but I probably get 5k now :/

was about to make a skeet about eating enough calories to be a parent while leaving room to drink and I'm like wow. I really just suck

thank u ❤️ (though I identify more as a dad) it's nice to hear that, I feel guilty a lot for like wishing I could focus on myself more

ugh maybe I'll find my yoga mat and start doing workouts while he's napping. I hate, hate, hate regular workouts but I hate my body more tbh. and more and more I think I wanna be like 115-120 with muscle as opposed to 98lbs and bony

am I ever going to get to fast again. I miss fasting I miss dizzy. I miss COLD. I MISS COLD SO BAD. I am so HOT all the fucking TIME now I hate it so much. I never thought I'd miss how cold my ED made me but I just desperately wish I was cold

am I ever ever ever going to be under 160 fucking pounds again??? I havent maintained my weight this long probably since before I got my ED. this is ridiculous!!!! I HAVE TO STOP EATING JUST BC I'M HUNGRY

looking at m3alsp0 and th1nsp0 and disordered grocery hauls I'm so jealous I miss being selfish I miss being selfish I miss being selfish

my bad I was on the edsky feed and didn't see this was a month old lmao

oh shit it's been forever since I've seen them around

THIRD IN A ROW. why is half this feed just people complaining about us with the full name out there n everything?? do u understand how finding content on bluesky works?? ugh

doesn't help we've been drinking like every day sigh. and we'll probably be drinking like this for a little longer tbh, this weed T break is gonna fucking kill me if I don't have liquor