I should've never fucking said that lmfao cuz it took so long for me to draw again like just today. Fuck.

It's angering, devastated to deal with the reality that youre truly powerless to stop the pain from spreading. To aid, to protect, to shield others from that horrible feeling of needing to achieve perfection, to change, mold yourself into another you. I love you all just the way you are.

Whenever I hear "you're not alone", whenever I see women, fellow trans ppl struggle with the same issues I do, I do not feel comforted. There is no comfort in the suffering of others. I'd never wish for someone to experience what I do, live a part of my life, share but a smidge of my pain.

I kinda forgot about this completely but I see it as a place for me, a void. The knee is scarred now so that's cool ig. Still healing in some parts. It's been two months. This body of mine doesn't really make it a priority to keep me alive

I fell down on my knee, scraped against the asphalt in front of people and got back up like nothing but when I got home it started to hurt like can it not? It just feels raw

Isobel makes me so happy like this woman is light itself and I adore her with all my being. Moreso knowing she can this decay and darkness inside of her, yet she wants to protect, to make the world a better place, even a little bit. She's just.... She's everything.

My hands shake all the time and I'm getting worried cuz my grandma has parkinsons and it can jump a generation. My stress, insomnia and anxiety sure don't help either

I love my friends so much like I get so sad when I ant hang out with them. They're my whole world, all of them. My chosen family. I adore them

I think I threw myself into art because it's something I can do alone. It feels safe albeit devastating. All these years, since I was a kid, I just drew. I remember one of the first things I learned how to draw were churches. Landscapes. My grandma taught me. I miss that

I tried playing re2 today. It's so confusing, idk where I am most of the time and I know the map would help but it really doesn't like what's happening 😭

This is such a calm little app, it's a little disarming. I just see people. Sharing. And others in the comment section accept it lovingly and share back. What the fuck....

I fucking hate how Isobel is wirhter connected to her dad or Aylin and nobody gives a fuck about her as a person. She's an accessory to them. FUCK YOU!!!!!

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Since nobody knows me here and I'm just starting out, I can be a hater to my hearts content; I prefer DJ Shadowheart. It feels much more... Complex. Do I agree with with certain choices? No. But it shows the extent you can go to for faith. To feel less alone. Safe. The cruelties and sacrifices.

Damn with all that ass? I'd be bowing and praying too queen