whats the time where you are ?

i bought a scarf because you used to wear the same exact one and now i dont know if you do anymore but you did and people will know i bought it because you had it so ill never wear it or use it but i still see it and think of you

the way that painting my nails and styling my hair makes me feel like a whole human again wtf

omg both my psychiatrist and therapist r gonna have a field day when they meet with me this week

"please get some sleep! pencils down by 10pm!"

if i had pencils down by 10pm i would have sleep but nothing else. and btw u put me in this position lmao

this whole situation is f'd up i just don't understand how we treat each other like this with such disrespect and taking advantage of people

trying not to feel bad about the fact that medication didnt work for me and i feel like im stuck with this brain that i hate and it hates me for the rest of my life <3