7mo later back here to tell you we are still doing that weird awkward dance around each other
We spend basically every spare moment we’re not at work together & im the first person she texts when genocide & martial law & a baby dying from FGM all cause her to have a full sob menty b

brought in 2025 w my head in her lap, holding hands, hair stroked, and lil head smooches while we both cried abt the fact that there is an idina/kristen bootleg on youtube now

crying bc zakir

anyway tldr Samantha Shannon & Tasha suri will be the fucking death of me, we all knew that

I’m struggling with burning kingdoms bc I’m starting with a reread of jasmine throne and I’m dragging my feet bc I want the whole experience to last longer even though that’s straight up not how books work

I haven’t even finished burning kingdoms yet (we’re working through it right now!!), but the announcement of a queer Arthurian duology from Tasha suri is frankly devastating

coresident (I need a better name for her damn, I do have multiple coresidents lol) being on nights is making me Unwell I miss her too much (I saw her yesterday)

I am real close to my co-residents but one has been getting on my NERVES lately bc homegirl is oblivious to vibes/nuance/tension & brings such a bull in a china shop vibe to everything

I cannot believe I have to WAIT in breathless anticipation even for the recording of Jonathan and Cynthia singing as long as you’re mine & Cynthia/Ariana singing for good
I truly do not understand how my mind is supposed to think about anything else for the next year

wicked made me unwell
- Cynthia fucking erivo???
- I have never seen Ariana have so much joy before
- SO GAY
- j bailey cutting thru the heavy queer-coding of elphaba/glinda to make me like fiyero is truly a talent

am I binging heartstopper bc I need wholesome queer content or bc I am craving a wholesome queer romance w my coresident 🤔🤔🤔

My sleep debt will cancel my actual debt

also Samantha Shannon actually controls my whole life I think (or she just writes the most incredible books, either or)

ok I posted abt it on the other site but dude I am fuming at my accidental discovery of girlboss being literally carried by her cointerns in a residency Insta post

ok officially wrecked by Madeline Miller lol
& not just bc I am a mythology slut!!! this woman has a way with words

I’ll never stop being sleepy 😴